I don't rmb having dreamt about the same person so many times in a week before. 3 times in a week. Shucks..
No discipline.. I must try better than this.

Given up on being sad:)

so. Today. I shall twell u a stwory.

Once upon a twime, there stood a kingdom, so united and stwong, it was unrivalled by either friend or foe.. This kingdom stood surrounded by a vast ocean, with countless battleships that pwatrooled everyday.

One day, a fwary came down from heaven, and granted the king of this kwindom one wish.
The king wished for a rival, to match his pwower, the fairy granted him his wish.

2 days later, Kay Rui walks into the king's office and says hi.

I'm joking.

The next day, it was heard, that an entire nation was built overnight, 300 kilometres from the almighty kingdom, it's entire area running with soldiers with all sorts of weapons. But this kingdom had one weapon, that could take down any mortal, regardless, it was not seemingly true.

The king felt confident, but wanted to test his full potential. He sent his entire armada charging towards This kingdom, thrusting his full force into this gambit.

There he sat at his thrown. Expecting the good news, and suddenly, a dark figure appears at the doorway of the massive hall. A single person. No weapons. No Armor.

He walked slowly into the thrownroom, one step at a time, one sound at a time, and then suddenly, his pace quickens.

The king pulls his magnifent sword out of it's sheath.

The sound of his footsteps grow quicker, and louder.

Kay Rui takes off his boots and says hi.

The king and the assailant both teo stun.

Rubbish. Cancel out that part from Kay Rui.

The magnifent sword fell through it's target... No blood. No screams. Not even a cut. It was as if the sword went right through this mysterious person.
The king's eyes widened in horror, beads of sweat treading down his forehead, and suddenly, the assassin disappeared.
The king, filled with shock, looked about for the trickery being played on his eyes, but found a piece of paper on the exact spot the assassin once stood.
He uncrumpled the dirty dry piece of paper, taking a look at the bare words on the piece of paper, tears filled his eyes. Tears of regret, tears of sorrow, tears of pain, and at the same time tears of happiness tears of hope, tears of the heart.
His entire army came back impact, they found nothing, not even the kingdom. The citizens of the kingdom all relieved. This kingdom never fought another battle with swords after this event, and in a corner of the king's heart, the words on the piece of paper remained.

...... Sian. Words words words.. I haven come up with the words yet sia. Good thing u read my entire essay.
Ah! Words I knoe le! Actually only 1 word. Baldy!! Ten the king saw already then cry lor. Can Right can right? :D

The anger I feel for you will disappear,
for from the dust we came,
to the dust we will go.
For this feeling,
I have felt countless times,
I have held back countless times,
for I know you are older than me,
for I know I would be disrespectful,
and for those very reasons,
I have not done what I have should not.
Yet there you stand,
forever creating,
creating and creating,
only one damned thing,
hatred.



On the other side of me,
Is a feeling I cant extinguish,
Is something so strong,
that even the maker of this feeling cannot put out its flames,
the same flames that burn into the very organ that pumps blood through these veins,
the same flames that have fused into the heart, but have escaped the mind,
yet, it has not been received, though countless times it has been hinted to you.
soon, these flames will be put out,
and I will no longer have to succumb,
to anything as ever stupid and useless as this worthless thing, that has only brought me sadness and self-condemnation,
this useless thing called,
Love.

The last week, the last post, the last bit of fun left.
after this, I shall not feel, I shall not burn, I shall not love, I shall not regret,
after this, I will focus, concentrate, I will sprint all the way to the end of this race,
then I will look back, and tell myself,
What have I done?

The same. But I need to focus. Not on this kind of stuff.

Now in mdm yeo's class. Finished her compre already, but nothing to do. She busy accomodating Eric, and probably won't bother about me using the phone either way.
Man, all my subjects kinda weird now. Not picking up even though I've put in more effort than usual. Maybe I'll spruce up maths first, after all, can't afford to get lower than am A1 for a and e maths. That's the easiest subject to score in. Now so boring..=.= later gonna get bio still. Die! Sian sia, acting so monotonously. I think it's just me anyway. My sweets are like depleting at like a spontaneuous rate=.= many thanks to Philip and and his gf. Both mugging their way through my sweets. "Justin can I please have one?"
"of course luh!" I'm such a nice guy>:D later got poison. Hehehe, na la, not so bad; I shall share my sweets! Until I've got no more of them, yupyup, no more of them, until I'm starving, I'm starving, I'm freaking starving, but no worries, I'm just FREAKING STARVING W/O Any SWEETS=.=, come to think of it, actually, I want to drink pepsi... Shut, bio.

k, went for 2 movies today. Eclipse, and Knight and Day.

Eclipse, I went with Kay rui, Chuw Teck Wee, and ben cheng. hehe! Chuw teck wee likes to hear stuff wrongly, and reconstruct sentences, such that it makes not only no link to the topic, but is damn sick, and doesnt even make logic sense. LOL. THAT GUY. hehe! BEST SIA! xD!
Kay Rui also =) had a lot of fun today with them and cheng.

Knight and Day, just went for it with parents. 1146pm now at home =)

I came across something today:
The heart has reasons, that reason does not understand.

sort of ironical, but it holds strong. =) for once, reason must actually make sense. ^^ I'm not going to think about it anymore. finally. I'll take things in my own stride, and let things fall, or build up, by themselves. never felt so good in a long time. no worries. =)
that's about it for my post. Gonna wake up early and do what I want to do for once. Basketball practice in school before allthe ruckus. Nites all!