Monday, February 28, 2011

Conveyed across with words,
These simply sound childish?

Conveyed across with feelings,
These simply sound childish too?

Why do these sound childish?
Because maturity expects people to keep it to theirselves.
Because maturity expects people to bottle up their worries, and release it when no one's there.

Tick tock, tick tock..
Gone are the days where expressions were useful,
Where they meant something to the world,
As meants something to yourself.

If the clock could turn the other way around,
Wouldn't that be magnificent?

No. It wouldn't.
For what's done is done.
What's accepted has to be accepted ultimately again In the end.

Then, now,
I am not going to placate others.
I am not going to plead with others.
I will not lie.
I will simply not bother.

I will try my best in everything that I do,
And if that isn't good enough,
Then it simply isn't good enough to be mine,
And I will forever stop bothering about it.

I have had enough.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

He's gone.. Hopefully to the good lord. ... I feel like giving him a hug.. ..
=.= Found out I had Econs homework too =.= Thought I finished everything already. No matter, will finish it soon too. But not now, cause now, I wanna watch Bleach again. Dunno why, just makes all the worries leave, but then once the movie is over, the worries dont come back ^^ haha! weird though. But as long as it works for me =)

Homework is actually kinda fun now, so it's not exactly a worry. and I'm not worried about it. Always worried about the kind of stuff that, at the end of the day, never comes true. Ridiculous. Yet, worrying about it beats not worrying about it. Really tired, of worrying. So. Once this worrysome time is over, if it ever will be over, I'll stop once and for all, and hopefully never fall in the stupid hole again.

For it matters not anymore, what I am, or who you are.
It is only how this world works.
This world gives us choice, and takes away time.
For once time is past, and choice is made,
The world takes both, like a thief in the night,
never to return again.
The change we make, holds not for long.
The world we create, holds not for long.
Only what the creator chooses holds forever.
So why not take time, choose joy,
and give up remorse, regret, and sorrow.
Love those you wish,
regardless of the return they will shower you with,
and forgive those who have sinned, for without doing so joy is lost,
and accept the reality,
that time waits for no man,
and death awaits us all.
It's such a joy.

That's such a pain.

I suppose this is life:)

Somehow, I'll know that it'll all work out.
At other times, there's just nothing we can do about it.

I suppose this is life:)

Through all this, the first sentence is all we need.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Now I find out. Why do I find out now?! I would have been more careful if I found out beforehand. Nonetheless, it wouldnt have changed anything but this anyway.

I thought I was going to take a sip of Iced Lemon Tea, because someone had already tasted half a cup of it and said it indeed was Iced LEMON TEA. But instead, I took half a mouthful of coke. HOW CAN YOU NOT BE ABLE TO DIFFERENTIATE COKE AND ICED LEMON TEA?! Tch.. I suppose if it wasnt on purpose, but still... I feel like I broke something I was working not to break.




I've said I was sorry. I meant it with all my heart, so, if you dont want to accept it, what do I do now? I dont plan on forgetting about it if that's what you're thinking, so maybe you should tell me.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I have nothing better to do:) so I'll do a quiz.

1) Where are you now?
Newton Circus, 930 at night.

2) What was the last thing through your mind before attempting this quiz?
Thinking of attempting this quiz.

3) Do you have a pet?
A pet NAME-.- squidwert. Which part of me looks like that tell me-.-

4) What Religion are you In?
Christianity.

5) Ever had an ex girlfriend/boyfriend?
Why do all the quizzes have this question? No.

6) Do you like anyone now? (BGR)
Yes.

7) Name of the person is:
Nil

8) Favorite sport?
Basketball, badminton, tennis, jogging, swimming, brushing teeth. -.- minus brushing teeth.

9) Favorite Food or Drink?
PEPSI!! But i haven't taken it for WEEkS!:( food... Pasta? Chicken chop?:D

10) Last heard a song:
Listening to one now, Boulevard of broken dreams.

11) First thought when you wake up:
-.- There are so many ways you can wake up. Nightmare, woken up by some idiot, phone starts ringing, door starts getting knocked on, alarm goes off, wake up for no apparent reason, waking up In the morning. If it's the morning one, it's a person. If some idiot woke me, "who the heck woke me up?". Alarm goes off, "where's the snooze button?". Nightmare-.- use common sense, shocked. No apparent reason, usually got reason-.-

12) Second thought when you wake up:
What, now we're going into second thoughts?-.- hmmm. IMOBSTER! Or showering, or school, or homework, or whether the day's gonna be slack;D hopefully so. Otherwise:(

13) Last thought before sleeping?
A person also. Usually i go off to wonderland pretty fast whole thinking of the person anyway:) starts and ends nicely.

14) Do you like green plants?
WHAT?! I would have expected second last thought before going to sleep, but green plants?!?! No I like blue plants-.-

15) Racist?>:)
Whoops>:) What kinda question is this? Even if I am also can't say here right? I'm such a happy person. >:) right back at the author of this.

16) Like vegetables?
I swear whoever wrote this has some kinda fetish for plants

17) CCA:
Not confirmed, so nothing.

18) Worst thing you've done In your life?
Surprisingly.. I can remember this one. Very very bad thing. But I'm not gonna say here. And anyway there're lots of stuff to add to the list, but that's all over anyway.

19) Someone you can talk to about anything?
Brian? Kay Rui? Aijing? Ethel when alone?:) Jordan. Chuw Teck. Reena perhaps?

20) Person you hated the most.
Hate.. Such a strong word. Cant think of anybody really. Only in primary school, every once in a while, so it's not really considered hate.

21) Favorite Singer:
Jay Chou:) hmm.. Some here and there. Sam Tsui! Christina Grimmie.

22) Favorite Song:
Can't think of one right now. Keeps changing. Straight through my heart by backstreet boys. When you're lookin like that, by i can't remember who. Soul sister by Train. Top of the world.

23) Favorite subject:
Biology.

24) School you are attending.
Catholic Jc.. I wish i got into meridian.. So many reasons. But maybe it's a good thing i got here too. Get to cherish things more, and the workload's not as bad i think.. But still.. Oh well:) bright side of life always.

25) Favorite Animal:
Dog! Squirrel! Hamster??:D Cats! And for some reason, snake, and eagle. Don't know why. Not really favorite, just have the feeling that they're quite eccentric in a way.

26) Favorite Movie:
Is Bleach a movie?:D!! BLEACH!! And maybe Naruto. And shows by Nicholas cage or The guy who acted In I am Legend. I can't remember his name right now. Something smith.. Will Smith!:D

K that settles that. Adieus!;)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Whew.. Facebook. Haha. For once, it's helped meaningfully.

Anyway, Kay rui's trying to find the cheapest calculator being sold to buy!-.- !! Kay Rui's being a Kay Rui. Hahaha! Haven had the time to watch bleach yet, and it's been out for days. Busy as hell, until i heard the news. Pfft. Dropped everything... Now back to everything-.- still, beats worrying. I found out one way or another but i wish you'd reply.. But, perhaps you can't, so :) haha!

At the hospital now. Worried about my granddad too. So many things worth worrying about suddenly.

Work is really overloading me too. Being buried with it. Different teachers just covering everything whichever way they want it at the most ridiculous speed. Especially when you have 2 teachers teaching you the same subject and both giving you work In amounts you've never witnessed In your life on the same day, and telling you to get it done 2 days later.

Still, I'm so relieved now. Haha!! Don't care what work i have at home already. Haha!

Kk. Got to go already, at the hospital after all. No point coming here to blog.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

I'm not going to live with her for the remaining half of my life. A bloody mess my life already is, because there's only one piece of the puzzle not bloody In place. Screw my life. I can't bother to justify someone else who just does not want to be justified. Go do what you please. Nothing to do with me anymore. Get lost.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Okay, I admit, I'm addicted to Imobster. Aijing =.=
The girl that's sitting to my right in class, Reena, is telling me to STOP PLAYING IMOBSTER. And in a way, I've stopped, while not really stopping, cause I've realised I have to stop doing the main thing I've been doing in the game, which is attacking almost everybody. The upkeep is rising like crazy and all the property is almost impossible to buy, UNLESS, you camp at a level where you can still afford to grow afew levels before all the new weapons start coming out. That way, it's quite safe, cause so far I have only had 1 guy who has attacked me when he has a higher level than me. He was only higher by 1 level, so I try to not reach the level right before new weapons come out before camping.

Anyhow, I haven attacked anyone on the game unless I really needed cash, and I haven used any energy at all for the last 35 hours perhaps? I've been spamming all my money on property and I've gotten like from 40K after minusing upkeep to 220000 in the past 2 days =). The rest is gonna take awhile already, cause must wait so long now. Like 8 hours to buy the 4.4 mil one.

ENOUGH ABOUT THE GAME, dammit.

=( The 2nd latest bleach episode has been removed! :O! Anyway, I cant do anything now. Or rather, I can do work now, but I dont want to cause I just did. Anyway, enough rubbish, small talk's finished with.







I'm thinking, I would really wonder, what kind of changes can happen to a person.. There's something new I would put under "Hates", and that, is Stubborn, Delusional, Suspicious people, who just refuse to believe what everybody else tells them, and only believes that they are right, even if it is about the most ridiculous things that I really dont want to mention. It's not trivial though, it's ridiculous, so hugely so, and it really makes me wonder how anyone can believe all this in the first place. I'm just so lucky that I happen to have to deal with this for so long, and that has made me think people who want to become psychiatrists must really have a crazy mental capacity, cause I cant even deal with one who thinks she's not crazy at all even though so many people are telling her the same thing and she just bites on to her way of warped thinking.

Have you ever seemed to notice, that when people get what they want, they go for the opposite of what they wanted, and then when they get that, they go back for what they initially had? It just seems to be human nature not to be able to appreciate things we hate, or the things we have for that matter, and just like it the way it is. Instead, we try to get rid of the things we hate, and get the things we like, and then realise at the end of the day that it was all pointless and stupid, because we cant get some things back, and we cant lose some things we get. Somebody, please explain to me, so I can feel that way about some things I want to appreciate but really hate and dont want.

It is not my nature to feel it now, but I know, that if I were an adult now, with a job, a wife, 2 children, a car, and most of all, freedom, it wouldnt be Freedom, and I would give it all away to get back to the life I had in Primary school with no freedom whatsoever, where I couldnt even go out and take a bus back home myself until I hit sec 1. Why? I want to be a child, with parents there to share my happiness with, without feeling embarrassed. When I grow up, all the roles are reversed. I have to deal with children, and frankly speaking, I really dont think I have the patience for it. I may have to deal with a wife that hopefully, is not stubborn. Stubborn is a really mild word, there must be another word to mean it at least 5 times. Strong character really is the undoing of everything in the family. I have to pay bills, I have to be an adult, mature, unable to laugh when I want to, unable to make mistakes. That's rubbish in every possible way for me to have it in my life. Then somebody please tell me right now, how is it I cant seem to enjoy the present where I cant go out with friends as often as I want to with my own free will, or why I hate interacting and making new friends in school, unless they really like to mix with me. Frankly speaking, if they're not interesting in being around me, I really couldnt bother who thought what about me anymore. I'd just do what I like anyway because I just cant seem to talk to people anyway, so it's actually quite a relief being alone =)

.. time to stop this.

Anyway =) I'm thinking about you too! Better to have loved, then to not have loved at all, never seen a more meaningful sentence.
Oyasuminasai;)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

You know what's happened? You know what's happened? I'll tell you what's happened. My phone begins to type you with a ^^ behind it again. It's nit appearing here because I cancelled it. And the word in as well-.- bloody heck it just won't learn to undo it.

Anyway, aijing's got me hooked on to this game called imobster on the iPhone. It's like mafia wars, except it's on iPhone and I can play it when I'm free, which is technically, every 1 hour. For today at least. Because I kept getting attacked by others on the game and I don't have enough to defend myself. So:) I've come up with a plan. I want to advance as slowly as possible, and gain as much money as possible, and get rid of as many mobs as I can and leave it my mob at 4:) which I already have. And from
Now on, I won't lose again!-.- idiots keep whacking me.

Hehe. I think I know when the ^^ came out behind the word you alr. Last night, lol, with cute Chiobu. Oh well:) haha!

Now, bleach was NiCE!! Came our today:D! Watched it alr:( now nothing to do. So how?! Do work? Or play imobster? Hehehe. The obvious choice isss-----!!! !! Work:( . MY FOOT! Mobsterrr!!!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Roti prata house at Thomson Road sells the nicest roti prata I've ever tasted In my life!

Haven't bought a single textbook yet. Hope all the notes help me enough. Although I get the feeling I should really go get a textbook for chemistry. The notes are kinda useless.

No idea how to download my timetable yet-.- great. I'm gonna mug soon. Nothing much to do so might as well.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Boo yeah!! ^^! slept at 3 last night watching heroes! Wake up at.... 10!!! Woohoo!! LOL I woke up late. Is that considered late?:( no it's not damn it. In fact I think I slept at 330-400 cause my dad was snoring and I couldn't sleep!-.-

Damn it I'm goin out from 12 all the way to night time again. Don't like weekends.

I have to revise a bit of work. I think I'll bring it out while I go out later. Use my time a bit more efficiently anyway.

Just woke up. Gonna shower. See ya.

Friday, February 11, 2011

that is gone too huh? hahaha.. If it was just not to be then warp it off. Maybe it just was not meant to be.

Having to blog twice in one day, I'm pro!
Anyway, had a rather disturbing headache just now, but now it's gone ^^

Goin out with Brian next saturday. He's organising =)!

There's someone in my class with Jordan's gf's name =.= cherie.

Listing all sorts of random stuff.
My school canteen food's not nice and ex!
I CANT FIND MY TIMETABLE for everything cause I dunno where to download it.

My Bio HOD knows my name caused I simply asked him a question on the first week of school outside curriculum time because my bio teacher wasnt there and he came out instead. But I forgot his name and I screwed myself.

Chemistry sucks!:p

I dont take Physics!!! =D! Finally I dont take physics!

Econs is boring.

GP IS BAD FOR HEALTH. They make it sound very very hard.

what else do I take.

PE starts at 730=.=

PE teacher in charge is a Dark Knight. He cant pronounce the word H in anything! I Ave to tell you guys, tat if you guys dont take tings seriously, You will see me, and I'll slap you. I'm in czarge of student welfare as well, and I ave seen many people from your J2 come late, you better not come late. Dont write Parent's letter and give me ok? Unless your parents are doctors dont write letters because I only accept Mcs.

Talk alot alot alot, then butt pain cause sit on the floor very long.

I'm Maths rep!! I collect Maths notes and money to pay for maths notes, and it's the most troublesome thing, more troublesome then it looks esp since I dont talk much and then suddenly must start asking for money and all that kinda stuff, damn mafan.

25 people in my class and I can only remember 7-10 people's names.

I'm going to sleep.

Good night=)
Germaine's been transferred to my class! Yay! Now got somebody I know already! Of course, I know Reena too =) pfft -.- Wrote on my hand today saying she's awesome and rocks =.=

Just reached home, and just finished Tennis trials. Wasnt too bad =) maybe I'll get in! :D So many good things in one day, now, I'm just missing the very one I was looking for.. Still, I'll thank god for all the goods things that's happened in one day regardless =)

I am gonna watch naruto, and then ____, and then read naruto manga, and then if I'm bored, I'll rewatch bleach! hahaha! It's so nice!! the latest anime for bleach is like damn nice! okok, go alr. byebye

Thursday, February 10, 2011

I have Never effectively felt more bored In my life, and I have never effectively hated music so much In my entire life. I have a bunch of choir dudes on my left, singing la mi la mi mi mi, la mi la mi mi mi, la mi la mi mi mi, over and over and over and over and over again for the past 1 and a half hours, and before that, there was a couple of girls playing the piano there, playing the chords for everytime we touch by cascada. It is a very nice song, but all they played was chords, and they played the same chords over and over and over and over again for the one and a half hours before choir started. Whole freaking school can hear I tell you. It's a central location in school. I really hate it. I don't feel like listening to music for awhile. And they're still singing. Screw this man. I'm going crazy. They're not synchronized, and they're singing the same damned thing over and over again. Why does everybody in this school seem to like to do that?! Playing piano for leisure also can play chord for 1.5 hours that's just plain idiotic. I can't even get away from the music. I feel like going over there and la mi la mi mi mi with them and then ask them to shaddap!-.- Argh!!! I've never felt like this before, can't believe this. I'll make it a point to leave this school early from now on-.- I don't remember Tk choir singing so loudly half the school could hear it. And of all places the most central I can't even get lost when I want to-.-! Now change alr. Is la mi la la la la over and over again-.- wtf?! HELP~~!!

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

damned it, it wasnt kayaking=.= it was dragonboating! and by Right, I should not have gotten wet at all, because, I'm in a boat, and the only reason to be in a boat is because you dont want to be in the sea. But by LEFT, we start attacking each other's boats and trying to capsize one another by pouring water at each other like crazy and that's when you end up completely drenched with water and flooded, cause the boats not DAMNED BIG! =.=!!! Was fun though :D!

Didnt get into Badminton :(!! I cant freaking work under freaking pressure!! My backhand was fine but I couldnt smash properly!! D: dunno what came over me.. shucks I hope it's not gonna be like that for tennis.. I kept smashing into the net! I dont remember smashing into the net last time I played! sigh, anyway it's over. I suppose I dont mind joining a club and taking another cca since clubs are so slack anyway.. Maybe music ministry :D play piano! so, either way la =)

I keep seeing Xian Kai and Earnest in school, even Hong xiang and Ying Jie! But Germaine seems to be somewhere I'm never at! Lol!! Cant find her wan!

My com is lagging. This is what happens when you have a com that runs at 1.4GHz and an internet that's slow as hell=.= Bikinibottom probably has better water-proof computers and internet lines as good as optic fibre cables.

I just ate A McWings meal, and then a teriyaki burger from macdonald's as well. Feel like vomitting. I told my sis not to buy dinner for me cause I was gonna get it myself but she got me a meal too and so, being a guy that doesnt like wasting food!, I ate ALMOST everything, cause I had 2 packets of fries and if I ate both I'd probably end up in the hospital puking my ass off.

have quite a number of breaks tmr.. I'm gonna have to bring some work to cover up for it. Otherwise it's gonna be quite problematic not being able to catch up, especially since a few of my classmates learnt all the Bio stuff the sch's teaching now in secondary sch!=.= PHOSPHOLIPIDS=.= WHEN DID I EVER USE THAT WORD IN SEC SCH?! and all sorts of funny proteins. It's so much harder to learn things these days. Gotta get used to it. Only thing I like seems to Maths again=) ahh. whatever. so tired today, no mood to be lame. stupid computer lagging like hell. I type one whole string of sentences and nothing appears, the moment I stop and wait for 5 seconds, the whole string of sentences suddenly pop outta nowhere=.= dumb com. Go back to sleep!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

It's getting to me again. And that's just stupid.

School ended early as usual. Boring day, every teacher was just explaining class rules and how their subject is going to be the next 2 years and all that kinda stuff. I was yawning like crazy. But because I'm such a lovable boy, school ended at like 1130, and then break all the way, for a damn long time, YAY ME! (-.-just joking) to like 130, and then we had a small talk, and that was that. Went home with Xian Kai and Ying Jie.

The real timetable hasnt kicked in yet, I'm sure of it. This is too lax. Next week onwards will be worst, not that it makes much of a difference cause I'm keen to study! -.- must be 4A's influence. Dont EVER remember WANTING to study before getting into 4A=.=, and now... =) It's a good thing anyway I suppose.

Now. Screw this, but my bubblegum has officially spoilt!! And I havent finished eating all of them yet! :( hehehe, I'll go msia and buy a packet and eat there or something. cute little bubble gums.

1 step back, 2 steps forward, and now suddenly, 10 steps in. Lol. Suicide. What am I DOING!? =.= Relax Justin Relax.

Every bright and sunny happy afternoon, Ying Jie and I always arrive at the bus stop to see bus 154 leaving just before we get to it -.- this is some fate. Every time I'm with him!

No matter, may the force be with you.


I have canoeing tmr!!! Holy shit I dont feel like going. Kallang river again. It looks like that's the only place in singapore you can actually go canoeing. Muddy water must be so delicious that everytime it's canoeing, it has to be in a big longkang with muddy water in it right smack in a place called THE Kallang River. We should make that place a landmark =.= One day some alligator will bite someone's ass off. ... Later you see me tmr no ass.

damned it lah! I dowan go!~! buy mc.. heheh! how much also I dno. No choice lah, it'd be obvious I bought an mc if I skipped it anyway.

Buy a few Piranhas. accidentally drop them into Kallang River. Whoops. 800 footprints go into the river and 0 come back out! Wonderful!

damned it lah! walao! muddy water again. disgusting. and freaking boring anyway. Sunburns and blisters were my best friends anyway.

ENOUGH about THE Kallang River. Now what? I'm hungry! :D what to eat? Open my fridge to find!!!! Air. T.T

Walao eh. Fridge no food only got drinks. GOT COKE! But cant drink T.T What's the point!?

Damn Long post I know, but I'm bored! And THIS is what happens when I am bored! E=Justin^2. I come up with new mathematical formulas to show -.- forget it.

I'm going to look for maggy noodles. dont know how to spell maggy so excuse me if I spelt ur company name wrong goodbye:D

Monday, February 7, 2011

Uh-oh. Hehehehe.. There's been a bad trend lately. I've been doing a bit over the top.

Anyhow, schools going just fine! Ended at 2 today:) which is very much more than acceptable already for me:D cause I thought everyday would end at 5 if not later-.- and now:D!!! 2!! Anyway, went to get stuff, and had lunch with Dorothy. Long time since I've seen her alr, lol, but we have lunch every once in a while:) just to keep In touch. Not very often I have lunch with her though. Kay Rui and xinni and Aijing are gonna meet up with me once every month too:D just to keep In touch :)! Next trip is to my house-.- I wonder if I'll ever get to see Kay rui's. I've seen Aijing's and xinni's alr! So next must be Kay Rui!!:D I'll stalk him if I have to>:) Hehehehe!

Sch uniform is nice fitting for the shirt, but the pants are just screwed man! And the colour's not nice AND I don't like light blue uniform. But not much choice, meridian's is light blue too anyway, but it just doesn't fit me. Light blue's kinda weird. Shirt is just the correct size though!:) pants I really feel like tapering. I look like some cloud In the sky -.- light blue-.- makes me feel very un-lively, if there was such a word, but now there is, cause I've just invented it >:)

Starting with light weights as it is, going with more reps for now. Don't want to do heavy ones and make myself shrink!

Classmates aren't exactly what I had in mind. I expected 20 guys and 5 girls, but I'm in a class with the exact opposite of all the other classes I know, 17 girls 8 guys-.- shucks. Couldn't even be bothered to look at girls anymore, not much meaning left to it, and since there're not many guys to talk to either for fun, I'm just gonna be myself and shut up.

All hyped up to work!! Can you believe it?!?! Cause I can't. Know why? Cause I can't believe alot of things:D rubbish-.- whoever's reading this must be thinking I'm lame, but for some reason, ever since I've entered Jc, I've been nothing but lame cause that's how all my seniors tell jokes, and so is Kay Rui!!

Kay Rui: why couldn't the bicycle stand?
Me: dunno
Kay Rui: hehehe! Cause it's 2 tyred.
Me: -.-

Kay Rui: Eh Eh, what did the big bucket say to the small bucket?
Me: huh?
Kay Rui: you look quite pale.
Me: hahahaha!

Kay Rui: why haven't the
Whoops can't say that one, it's racist, can't put it here, later get kidnapped at night.

I'm eating chicken chop with spaghetti:D!! Are you?? Noooo ur not!! Why not?! Cause I'm lame! Hahahahaha. Haha. Haha. Ha. -.-

Sunday, February 6, 2011

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Saturday, February 5, 2011

Played tennis with Mian Yu and ben tan today:) haha! And as usual we lost a couple of BaLLS!! I didn't lose mine though, Mian Yu doesn't have em and ben tan's are still with em. Hehehehe. As sick as that sounds, it's literally true. I didn't lose any tennis balls I brought, Mian Yu didn't bring any balls or a even a raquet cause I lent her mine, and some of ben tan's balls were lost but I gave him mine so he didn't lose them and I didn't lose mine technically, I gave em. But That's sick too so forget it, hehehe!

Anyway, played for damn damn long, now finished alr. Ben tan invited me up to his house, and his mother gave me an angpow-.- Maaan!! I'm so angpow-givable. Everywhere I go people automatically give me!! I wasn't even expecting it!! Damned!! Oh well:) guess I should say thanks!:)

Played piano at his house awhile, then father picked me up and I left. Now eating lunner:) haha!!
I guess you're letting me into your life gradually. I'll wait:) bit by bit is fine with me:) I know it's not going to last, but I'll make it last as long as it can:) no regrets.

Very fun day!:D went out to simei today at like 1230 to find Aijing sitting by burger king. Haha! Got there slightly late cause I waited for xinni downstairs her block but she never came out!!-.- hahaha!!:) anyway, all went to eat at eighteen chefs:) it was quite okay and the price was quite worth it:)

Left for xinni's house, played bridge for like god knows how long, and then Kay Rui had to leave:(:( so we sent him off In bus 9^^! lol. Tempted to say cloud 9-.- lame yeah I know.

Then went back to xinni's block, the 1st floor, and there are just some things I'll never smell willingly again cause I'd be insulting a lot of dark soldiers who will appear like at 12midnight and kidnap me. Haha!

Then, Xin Ni let us go her house!! LOL. :D her mother's very friendly :) haha! And gave us angpow:) lol! Thank you!! I'm not the angpow fanatic but thanks!:) then watched YouTube, played a board game that I can't remember the name of and Aijing ended it early but shouting the answer aloud!!!:( haha!!

Kk, lazy blog alr, gtg anyway:) see ya!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

I ain't the fan of getting Ang pows, haha! Neutral:)

Visiting everybody today. Probably be going to Johor later. Lol:)

I slept at 2 last night, and I thought it was really really late! And ppl sleep later than 2am!! That's crazy! Ppl need beauty sleep mans!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I don't know how but I fell asleep! And dreamt !! Again!! I was In some kinda warehouse! With TORTOiSES!! With POLicE!! Scary sia! I rmb abit here a bit there. My grandparents were in the dream.. And some classmates here and there shucks. Haha. That's all I can rmb. What's wrong with the tortoises man??!?!?
Freaking weird!! Keep dreaming of stuff!! Now Aijing Sms me zi kua. Girls like to do that. I've learnt. Right Chiobu? Hehe. Girls brain all hardwired wrongly!! Hahaha!!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Seems like it's very easy to dream these days. I mean while sleeping, not with my eyes open. Dream about the same thing twice in the past 2 nights. Must be from all the planning. Anyhow. Its 735am, I'm in sch, and have nothing to do because the others are having some kinda prayer session and I'm not joining, so I have till 840?? It was optional anyway. So.. Now wad?

I don't believe I've ever given so much thought to stuff so often in my life. It's like planning every step of the way with regard to time, this is crazy. Last time I did this, was when I was gonna be late for smth impt, which was not too long ago. But thinking about the nearest event before that?? -.- like what? Primary school?? Hahaha!! It's quite nice seeing what I've planned play out, and -.- scary, cause scared run off time. Damn it. Haven drank coke for like what?! 2 weeks?!?!? That's crazy too! Not even a sip!D: so sad... Wanna drink.. *zombie face & sound* must drink .. Coke! ^^

After being in Cjc for so long, I've consistenlt been running into Earnest, and Xian kai, but Germaine only once?! Made 1 or 2 new friends, but most of the time being alone is nicer:) mass dance is finally over, cheering sessions are over too, most of the stuff are.

My Ogls are Anselm, sherilyn, and clarissa(?) and they're like! The best!:D but my og is a bit weird. Some people I don't really want to end up mixing with cause they're really just not on the same page as everyone else.

Piglet!!!
Random statement

Lehpak in sch now with absolutely nothing to do. My battery has gone down by 1 percent typing this whole post, and there's nothing to think about at the moment cause the ball starts rolling tmr onwards. Hopefully they give us the dates of the cca trials and cca commencement date etc. Sch ends pretty late.

Bored to death. I'm bored to death. lalalala~! bored to death! I'm
Bored to death! lalalala~!

WHAT TO DO NOW?! :( sian!! If Brian were here that'd be nice. So would it be if Jordan or Chuw Teck were. Or Chiobu;)! HA! Or anyone close-.- Cause only the ghosts here are close to me much. And Jon's pretty friendly. I thought it was spelt John but I was mistaken.

DAMN IT! I'm gonna go for a morning walk:D! Like In a park!! Except in a school now-.-