Saturday, August 13, 2011

I am so bored right now, I dont know what to do-.-

Story of my life,
searching for some fun,
but it keeps avoiding me.

Sorrow in my soul,
cause I feel so bored,
really loves my company.

Is this what it is,
Is this what I think,
The reason that I'm typing this.

Clouds are rolling in,
Cause it's here again,
and me it just cant me true,

=.= Boredom drives people nuts. sigh... Nothing to do. I dont want to revise anything, even though I have a bio test on Monday that's testing almost about everything, and A chem spa on tuesday that makes up 7.5 % of my A levels for chemistry.
The Chem Spa's not a problem, can always revise on tuesday for a good 1.5 hours if necessary, but this bio test =.= So much to cover. Most of which I already have previously, but I need to recap. I've finished Photosynthesis and Respiration Content so far. But I've got Homeostasis, Nervous control, DNA replication Transcription, Translation, Cell Physiology to go. which is ALOT. and to make matters worst, you're usually supposed to go through several question AFTER revision of everything. How in Heaven's name am I going to finish this? =.= I have tmr afternoon and today to do it, but I dont feel like doing it today, so I guess I'll just have to spend the whole of tmr going through all that. Probably will take me 3 hours or maybe slightly longer, hopefully. bored. bored bored. bored bored bored.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

The Spoilt Kid Next Door

A boy no more than 5 years of age.
He jerked his head up, seemingly unaware of all the people watching him,
Waving his hands in every direction.
Frustration written all over his face as he shouted at his mother, ordering her to follow him.
Then he took up his toy scooter, and went back to his fun.

All in his own world, oblivious to his surroundings,
A tear found its way down a cheek.
She stood there, not knowing what to say,
and walked on, in the footsteps of her child, leaving nothing but the wind behind her.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Shit I havent really been able to blog much at all lately. Night Study's up till 10 and by the time I reach home that's about it for me.

I dont know anymore.. I know it's worth it if it starts now. I'll wait and see how long it'll last. Going out with the one, but going out with someone who is closer than you are, I dont know how I should be feeling. SO many things. Best way is to not think and just feel, it's envy, how? I'll persevere, and if it works out, it'll be for the better, I hope.

Mugging my ass off to just catch up with Bio lectures. They are freaking chionging all the lectures! Killing me sia! Cannot catch up at all and dont understand a thing.

Just watched bleach, the movie sound quality this time got some issue, it's not my com speakers cause the previous movies play fine, so must be this movie, and all the other streaming sites all display the same sound quality, =.= dammit.

Yeterday morning PE, yesterday afternoon Basketball, Today after 2 hours of basketball, tmr afternoon PE, Friday morning basketball again. Monday, Wednesday, Friday must do weights at night. I think maybe I'm over doing this =.= but no matter how much I do I cant seem to see significant improvement, very much like in another section of my life..., but still, I guess I'll persevere as well =) I wanna be able to slam-dunk! That's the goal I'll try to achieve in the next year =) sports-wise. Academic I wanna get all A's, it's not impossible. I will get them! Friends already have =) more than enough, just need best friends, the rest, just acquaintances, not necessary. Guess I do have good friends in JC as well =) moving on with life after all, 8 months later, oh well. Secondary School friends get more priority ^^ that's how I feel.
Byeee