Sometimes you just have to bear with people.
Praise them a little here and there even though you think otherwise.
And perhaps one day they'll get better,
and perhaps they will come to understand,
that what you have done was to give them a push
by being a friend.
Still, =.= obviously doesnt apply to everyone, espcially when you cant stand being around them.
Certain people are just.. err.. wads the word.. overly-unique? hahaha. Phrasing things nicely^^ Cause being nice is good.
I find that nowadays I've been playing along with people,
laughing when it's not funny,
accomodating others,
all subconciously.
That's not how life should be.
It's hypocritical.
A fake world that people have created in order to fit in.
Sick of it,
society.
That's not my society.
I'm gonna be myself.
Then it's going to be nice to see =)
the people who will stand next to me
in a true world, where we can believe each other.
Going out later. Just finished a bit of bio. Naruto movie 4 is stupid, highly UNrecommended. haha! Ja na ;)
Friday, April 29, 2011
Monday, April 18, 2011
Whew =) topped class in Biology^^! haha! Hard work finally paid off. Although :( It's not a very good score for being top in class :( 19 out of 30 or was it 35? cant remember. It's mad though, this continuous pace of work, like raining from the sky actually. Cant even catch my breath very long. Leave it hanging for awhile and it snowballs like crazy =.=
Stayed up till 1 last night doing PW again. Spent like 7-8 hours on it in total for the second draft, and 3-5 hours on the first. The first was like crap though. Let's see how the teacher grades the second one. Did it to perfection in my eyes ^^, well.. not exactly, since I expect some errors somewhere =)
Damn it. Reached level 51 in Vampires Live. Sucks! =.= Ironic word to use. This new transformation came out which is freaking overpowering. I dont think anybody has the ability to defend against it. It's like 17 attack points higher than its defence, and considering I have 9 people in my clique, its like my defence is 17x9 times lower than it should be to defend myself. Almost given up on Imobsters already =.= Made too many mistakes, should never have made such a big mob, moreover so many people are playing that game, doesnt give me sufficient time to become the best =.=
Just read Naruto Manga, but it came out like 4-5 days ago. This is the kind of time I have left for enjoyment. For real. I dont even have time to sleep. What the heck's up with this kind of speeding fast life? Give me a damned well-deserved break!
My com died on me too! Just refused to allow me to use the internet. THEN I FOUND OUT MY OWN FIREWALL WAS BLOCKING ME OFF FROM MY INTERNET. Wad the heck=.= Now its back on.
By the way. Last night was memorable. >:) wanna know what happened? ........ Thinking sick arent we =.= idiots, I'm under-aged=.= Forget it=.= pfft. very long to type anyway.
Going to Penang over the Good Friday weekend. Will be back on Monday, die die also will be back on Tuesday, cause need to see Ethel off. hehe! Swim across the Straits cause Jetstar wont allow me to book a flight. So I went to look for Jetmoon. =.= lame.
I'm so bored. I could kill time by banging my own head on the wall behind me. Wad n earth do I do with no one to sms, no bleach, no naruto, no computer games, no homework?!
Piano^^ hehehe! Adieus!(?) (Means byebye) (in French? or was it spanish? eh? Or was it Italian? Damn it, whatever la, kk? Gotta go collect suffs tmr again anyway, hopefully can get it to look good^^) BYEBYE!
Stayed up till 1 last night doing PW again. Spent like 7-8 hours on it in total for the second draft, and 3-5 hours on the first. The first was like crap though. Let's see how the teacher grades the second one. Did it to perfection in my eyes ^^, well.. not exactly, since I expect some errors somewhere =)
Damn it. Reached level 51 in Vampires Live. Sucks! =.= Ironic word to use. This new transformation came out which is freaking overpowering. I dont think anybody has the ability to defend against it. It's like 17 attack points higher than its defence, and considering I have 9 people in my clique, its like my defence is 17x9 times lower than it should be to defend myself. Almost given up on Imobsters already =.= Made too many mistakes, should never have made such a big mob, moreover so many people are playing that game, doesnt give me sufficient time to become the best =.=
Just read Naruto Manga, but it came out like 4-5 days ago. This is the kind of time I have left for enjoyment. For real. I dont even have time to sleep. What the heck's up with this kind of speeding fast life? Give me a damned well-deserved break!
My com died on me too! Just refused to allow me to use the internet. THEN I FOUND OUT MY OWN FIREWALL WAS BLOCKING ME OFF FROM MY INTERNET. Wad the heck=.= Now its back on.
By the way. Last night was memorable. >:) wanna know what happened? ........ Thinking sick arent we =.= idiots, I'm under-aged=.= Forget it=.= pfft. very long to type anyway.
Going to Penang over the Good Friday weekend. Will be back on Monday, die die also will be back on Tuesday, cause need to see Ethel off. hehe! Swim across the Straits cause Jetstar wont allow me to book a flight. So I went to look for Jetmoon. =.= lame.
I'm so bored. I could kill time by banging my own head on the wall behind me. Wad n earth do I do with no one to sms, no bleach, no naruto, no computer games, no homework?!
Piano^^ hehehe! Adieus!(?) (Means byebye) (in French? or was it spanish? eh? Or was it Italian? Damn it, whatever la, kk? Gotta go collect suffs tmr again anyway, hopefully can get it to look good^^) BYEBYE!
Friday, April 8, 2011
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Lool. Okok. I'll tell ya something I discovered today!
I was making notes for Chemistry, and then I came across something that prompted me to find the definition of the word Titrate. So I typed it into the Google toolbar on the top left hand side of my handphone, and set it aside while waiting for the damn thing to load. 10 seconds Later I picked it up and read the web deifinition on the spot, and it turns out I've typed in "define Ritesh". I was like !?!?!? And his name has a meaning! I didnt know leh! It's god of something, I forgot. then I went back and typed in "define titrate" again, and my phone autocorrected Titrate to Ritesh. I was like !?!?!? Anyway. That was that.
Tough day. Out of the whole to weeks of school timetable, today ends the latest, not considering Cca. Ended at like 5. Normally I'd stay back in school to study till 630 cause I lazy go home early, and anyway cant study at home. So I force myself to study by staying in school, not exactly forcing, since there's really nothing to do so studying is really quite natural in a way. but couldnt do much today because lesson ended so late.
All the Primary Structure Secondary Structure Tertiary Structure Quaternary Structure Haemoglobin Structure Collagen Structure ALL KILLING ME INSIDE OUT=.= So many structure. Ur head got fracture ah? =.= Which Bangla go and make so many structure wan =.= At least Tyrosine Kinase and Gprotein still can understand. Problem comes in when you link them to the cellular function and complicate matters. Now better still, got Photophosphorylation, Cyclic and Non-Cyclic, Glycolysis, Link Reaction, Krebs Cycle, Oxidative phosphorylation and Electron Transport chain, Hyperglycaemic condition and Hypoglycaemic condition in detail, Neurone Resting Potential, Threshold level, Depolarization, Repolarisation, Hyperpolaisation, Refractory Period, AND WORST OF ALL IS EVERYTHING ABOUT THE STRUCTURE AND FUNCTION OF CELLS. That's the only thing I cant remember after I study it cause I forget in 2-3 days=.= Headache like anything.
Not to mention Bionomial for negative powers and fractions, Recurrence Relations, Sigma, Mathematical Induction, and Vectors for Maths, All the stupid laws for Economics just to make it sound cheem when actually it makes perfectly common sense for how things should work, and the most boring syllabus in the history on mankind for chemistry. Can barely keep awake if I pay attention to lectures and tutorials.
Overall I think Biology is still the most fun lor, but it's the most complicated and fast paced. Chemistry is already running miles and miles away from me. Econs dont study also can get 10/10 for FA =.= Gp, well, that fluctuates like anything, one moment B-, next moment fail. Whatever. Off to watch Naruto!
I was making notes for Chemistry, and then I came across something that prompted me to find the definition of the word Titrate. So I typed it into the Google toolbar on the top left hand side of my handphone, and set it aside while waiting for the damn thing to load. 10 seconds Later I picked it up and read the web deifinition on the spot, and it turns out I've typed in "define Ritesh". I was like !?!?!? And his name has a meaning! I didnt know leh! It's god of something, I forgot. then I went back and typed in "define titrate" again, and my phone autocorrected Titrate to Ritesh. I was like !?!?!? Anyway. That was that.
Tough day. Out of the whole to weeks of school timetable, today ends the latest, not considering Cca. Ended at like 5. Normally I'd stay back in school to study till 630 cause I lazy go home early, and anyway cant study at home. So I force myself to study by staying in school, not exactly forcing, since there's really nothing to do so studying is really quite natural in a way. but couldnt do much today because lesson ended so late.
All the Primary Structure Secondary Structure Tertiary Structure Quaternary Structure Haemoglobin Structure Collagen Structure ALL KILLING ME INSIDE OUT=.= So many structure. Ur head got fracture ah? =.= Which Bangla go and make so many structure wan =.= At least Tyrosine Kinase and Gprotein still can understand. Problem comes in when you link them to the cellular function and complicate matters. Now better still, got Photophosphorylation, Cyclic and Non-Cyclic, Glycolysis, Link Reaction, Krebs Cycle, Oxidative phosphorylation and Electron Transport chain, Hyperglycaemic condition and Hypoglycaemic condition in detail, Neurone Resting Potential, Threshold level, Depolarization, Repolarisation, Hyperpolaisation, Refractory Period, AND WORST OF ALL IS EVERYTHING ABOUT THE STRUCTURE AND FUNCTION OF CELLS. That's the only thing I cant remember after I study it cause I forget in 2-3 days=.= Headache like anything.
Not to mention Bionomial for negative powers and fractions, Recurrence Relations, Sigma, Mathematical Induction, and Vectors for Maths, All the stupid laws for Economics just to make it sound cheem when actually it makes perfectly common sense for how things should work, and the most boring syllabus in the history on mankind for chemistry. Can barely keep awake if I pay attention to lectures and tutorials.
Overall I think Biology is still the most fun lor, but it's the most complicated and fast paced. Chemistry is already running miles and miles away from me. Econs dont study also can get 10/10 for FA =.= Gp, well, that fluctuates like anything, one moment B-, next moment fail. Whatever. Off to watch Naruto!
Monday, April 4, 2011
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