Woke up with quite a bad start, but I managed to overcome it, and everything went absolutely great. See. This is what happens when you dont let anger take over, but make people want to apologise to you for having done smth you would probably would not like. Turned out to be an absolutely enjoyable day with her hahah. As friends, of course. I dont think I'll be letting her know unless something changes my mind. I was so upset, probably would have said quite a lot of things that would have completely ruined not only today, but like the mood for the next 20 odd days or so, maybe more. Not getting angry has its merits hahah! Although it usually always does have its merits, just that ppl normally blow up before they even realise why and how they should not.
All the repercussions if I did that, whew, I'd hate myself now zzz haha.

Anyway, Gg back into army tonight. Such a sad day.

Met up with Ethel yesterday. Hope i dont become a youtube/facebook sensation, otherwise I'll destroy my facebook account lol. Was fun, bowling was so sad I dno why my score turned out like that T.T But anyway, yeah. Was real fun after that. Although if they could stay longer it would have been more fun hahah, but fun all the same.

Met up with her today, a lot of things went wrong before we even met up, but cos I didnt get angry everything went really REALLY good. heheh! Although not getting angry = spending 35mins sitting down and wanting to send back an angry text, before finally sending back something that was neutral but hinted a little bit at disappointment, suffice to say disappointment was a very major understatement at the time. Proud of myself hahah! Grown a bit more today hehe!
Although, I did spend quite a lot today hahah! That's the downside, but I guess that happens a lot when I go out with her cos I always insist on paying lol. Anw she's gg overseas so I guess it's ok.

Aaaand then dreaded Tuesday comes. Omg mans so sians.

Anyway, ownage games today hahah. Plus, I need to do smth abt Wednesday. Need to get silver for Ippt. Has never been a problem until I got into my unit. I'll drive 2.4km, that way I'll get Gold np. Was so looking forward to finally be able to go back to tekong and have breakfast with Larry, but now, SemBAWANG, SeLARANG, IPPT. Why. Like Why. Hais. I'd rather go Tekong!@!!@%$$&

Wa this week'll be busy (Which is how every week should be!) Gonna hate tuesday though. Tuesday morning go to sembawang in the day to test out No.1 Uniform. Then in the night Book into Selarang Camp and stay over there. Lol. How to stay over there!?!?!? Im not even from there! I have no bunk!??! Gonna make the lizards and mouse my friends and sleep with them!

Lol, I may end up going for an English Test -- IELTS. Unbelievable. Anyway, I can believe I can actually appreciate Essay questions now. I see army has indeed changed my life lol. IT HAS MADE ME WANT TO STUDY. Ridiculous. Yet all the knowledge that was in my brain before I went into army is now almost close to gone.

Finally meeting tmr WHOOHOO! Im so bored I can cry. Just went to see Larry at white sands when he was on the way back from camp hahah. Grabbed a drink.

Meanwhile, JC is trying to make some secret santa thing, and Ive got absolutely no idea what to get the guy. I need a break lol. Spending money again. Unnecessarily. I rly dno what to get for the guy, and Ive got to get it in 9 days. God save the queen ME.

Tasting blood all day =( Since the pulling out of that tooth. Cant eat cant drink, uber sadd.

Oh well, so much for dedicating a whole day to me. Up till 5pm. Hais.

The issues of many many issues. And the issues of those.

Hais, kinda sad. Ethel's leaving on 25th Jan, and She's leaving in Feb. Then I ORD in March. I'll have so much time but cant spend it with them lol. Ethel's more or less just a gd friend now, but maybe it's cos she's overseas and I dont get to see her often? Moreover, everyone else will still be having school. Cant meet either =( Teck Wee will be getting a job almost as soon as he's done with army. Oh wells. I sincerely dno what to do with me life lol. Maybe I should just get a job too.. But I might be gg overseas in Arpil. So really. What to do lol. I need help, Santa Claus. Gimme some help for Xmas.

Omg I've only spend half a day at home and I feel so bored I dno what do do now lol. Anime all watched, played dota. Cant sing so cant compose and finish up the song, no point strumming guitar. Maybe I'll go sleep. I need a to do smth lol. Anything would be gd

Uber fun day today. Wish I had more days like this lol. Good things. She texted me when she got back, and I thought I'd have to text first. haha! But instead she texted first, quite surprised, although the convers didnt last very long, but that's the norm anw lol.

Went out in the morn to the specialist clinic, confirmed that Im fine alr. Then CHIONGed to Shaw, only to find EVERYONE EXCEPT XINNI LATE! I think, today is the day to buy Toto hahah!! kidkid. Im writing a song, but it sounds like it's more for entertainment than for song purposes. Hais. Looks like I cant sing this in front of anyone lol.

Aijing's sick =( Get well soon! Fun relaxing day as usual. Sadly tmr Ive got to go back into camp for the whole day. Cant be helped.