damn. So damn difficult to play huskar. It's like my only purpose is to kill 1 person in a teamfight before dying myself. Must be doing smth wrongly. Shall go read up on some stuff.

Passed my parking test!! parallel and angular parking tgt under 10 min, hehe! But I got it at 7min50s lol, and a lot of others did too la anw.

Damn sleepy. Gonna slp. Night!

I seem to blogging a lot more than usual nowadays but hey that's not abnormal.

Winning every single game of dota I play. I got a feeling the computer has finally matched me up with people around my caliber so it's hard to win but possible in most circumstances. So long as I play properly I usually get quite a lot of hits on others.

Kia yeow is in camp today so no one is playing dota with me, end up I just play against other players online. Needless to say chuw teck is in cmap so he's not free to play.

Driving is going fairly well. Instructor's funny as normal. It rained heavily today though, so I was kinda drenched. haha.

Gotta go sleep alr, gotta wake up at 520 tmr morning to go to camp. heheh. Not much choice. At least I get to come home for now, till the course is over. At which point in time I would have been staying out of camp for the first 9 months of my NS life so I guess it's really not that bad hahah. Everyone always wishes for the best of course, but it's technically impossible to stay out everyday once the course is done with, no choice, just count the first 8 months as a blessing haha!

Kk, Gonna slp, Night!

How on earth do I put a tagboard on this blog now that Ive upgraded the template to the so-called modern template.. :/ hm

Anw, Im so broke now :( bought the com, so now I dun have money to go bowling haiss :(

One piece was quite good today.

And btw, there's some bug going around and everyone's coughing and having flu :/

Dota was fun today hehe, owned ppl like no one's business, I think Im getting the hand of drow. So long as they let me farm into 10-11mins of the game successfully, I'd usually end up winning hahah. Since I push towers ridiculously fasrt. and in gank fights all I have to do is silence 1st and then start spamming freeze arrows, then usually the whole enemy team goes down in like 10s.

Dad's gonna use the computer in like 10 mins so that's all the time Im gonna have left on the computer today. My sis has her friend over and is playing naruto outside, so I cant do much outside. Wanna go bowling but Ive got no money to spare otherwise i wont be able to pay for my bus fare next week. Im not even sure if the 10 bucks can last me 2 weeks :/ especially if I go out every weekend for dinner.

Need more people to play dota, so that we can coordinate better, but there's no one else I know that's playing. Kia Yeow, Chuw Teck. That's about it. The rest of the guys Im not so familiar with so I dun really feel like playing with them. Jordan's playing LOL all the time so he doesnt wanna play dota. And chuw and kia yeow dont know each other, so coordinating would be hard. Angeline doesnt like dota so cant be helped. siannnnnnn. If only Jordan played dota we'd own more..

Dad's back, gotta let him use the com for work^^ gtg! cya!

Another Sat with nth to do, damnnnn. Thought I had to go back to camp today, but they didnt call me back either lol, everybody here and there all getting called back but me heheh, oh well.

Just dota-ed, cant play razer sia. I dont know how am I supposed to play him. Then everytime I play drow they make me play mid, which is ok I guess, until this weird game where 2 heroes started in mid in early game lol. 1v2 harass like siao, still win hahah, should be all good heheh.

Nth to do sia. No naruto to watch, no ppl to go bowling with :( so sad.

Started driving on public road le, seems easy enough.

Drow Ranger

Drow Ranger:

Start Game:

Tango
Slippers of Agility
3 Iron Branch

Hero: +3Agility, +3All Attributes



Early Game:

Boots of Speed -> Power Threads (sell Slippers of Agility)
2 Wraith Band

Hero: +55Movement Speed, +30 Attack Speed, +11All Attributes
+3Strength Intel Dmg, +6Agility


Mid-Game:

Shadow Amulet }
Claymore } Shadow Blade

Hero: "
+22Attack Speed, +30 Attack Speed


Late-Game:

Yasha: 16Agil, 15Attack Speed, 10%Movement Speed (pref 1st, costs considerably less)

or

Daedalus: +81Dmg, Chance to Critical Hit

or

Butterfly

I dunno wad to say.
Like really ._. Im so bored, I cant even think of something interesting to say. hmm.. thinking in process...

Anw, today was a boring day. Someone the same rank as me told me off in the morning for not attending role call, hehehe, oh well. I out-right ignored him. Technically it's his job to replace my leave, and since my leave wasnt replaced (which means it's burnt), Im actually still on leave in black and white, I dont have to report for attendance.

After I got the form signed at about 9, and a very friendly superior told me: "anything wrong later ask them to call me" (such a nice guy), I simply left already. Went home, ate lunch, watched a movie on the com, then went to another camp.

The camp was super far, if I did take a bus, I'd still have to walk 800m to reach the camp. But I simply walked all the way,3km no joke, cause I wanted to know the directions since I'll be jogging back from camp everyday. I'm gonna get my ippt gold next year, I'm determined to get it. Cant believe I only got a pass for ippt 5 days back. I incidentally ran the day before the test cause I was rushing for smth, so I sprinted, and during the test my muscles were killing me, but overall it's my physical that's not pulling it's weight, so, Im gonna run this 3km in my boots with my bag on everyday, until Im convinced I can get a gold.

Ran on the way back, was ridiculously tiring. Why is running downslope as tiring as running up the slope??

Brian left his hong you at my place ytd =.= heheh.

GONNA GET MY COM TMR (HOPEFULLY, IF IM RELEASED ON TIME AND MANAGE TO GET TO SIM LIM SQUARE IN TIME, I'LL GET IT, LATEST FRIDAY)

Course starts tmr and I feel like Im still on leave, heheh!

Feel Bad? No, Feel Good, Now.

wah sian, ppl get monday blues I get tuesday sia whyyy...

Supposed to be on leave till wednesday, then you get a phone call at 11am on tuesday telling you, "eh, Justin ahh, you must come back tmr leh.. Must get form and sign, then after that must go somewhere else for briefing all the way till evening, so must cancel leave leh, otherwise cannot go course"

Wtff siaa, which ****ing directive say can void leave.. Supposed to be a relaxing night, then tmr got things planned for the whole day, now tues morn telling me all this kinda thing, really ruins the mood altogether.. Cancelled on all the plans tmr, now it feels like Ive been cheated lol.. I guess it would be too much to ask for this organisation to give me the due respect, but seriously?? At least tell me that BEFORE you APPROVE MY ****ING LEAVE...

Wasting my life to nothingness in the first place..

Anw, I have to really find something productive to do before my brain just melts away into nothing.

I wish I had someone close enough to comfort me.. sigh.. but since nobody comes here anyway, I guess it's okay to say stuff. Sometimes, the people you really want to have comfort you just arent aware of it, and sometimes, you really cant prompt them to be aware of it cause they're really unable to sense it, especially over text.. You dont want that type of comforting from your family, and definitely not from someone you just think of as a friend, you want it from the person you like. Bad things have happened so many times, but I never seem to be able to get that response out of the person I like, maybe, it's just not the right person..?? I mean, I can get along well, but it's just not the type of personality that I'd want to find... Ranting too much.


Feels like a very Depressing, Gloomy World.
So what do you do?
You make the difference
and make it Colourful, Meaningful.

Face everything from a Different Perpective,
Look at the Good things,
Find ways to make something thoughtful out of it,

And everything Bad??

If you cant take it,
Ignore it.

If you think you can take it,
Face it.

If you know you can take it,
Change it.

If you can Change it,
Make it something Good.


Let's make the best,
Starting
Today.

Damnnn so bored.. Im bored stiff. Y'noe, it appeared to be that whenever Im so bored I really do not know what else to do but wander around, I always end up blogging, like a final thing before dropping dead in boredom. Im so bored I dont even feel like slping, cause Ive spent 12 hours slping in my bunk before today just to pass the time.

I should have been able to come out yesterday, but because the guy above me said no I ended up staying thr doing nothing from 5pm onwards. I even used com there until I couldnt think of anything to do anymore, then I went to bed at 9pm and prayed Id wake at 1030, but I woke at 5am, and then again at 8am, cause the sound of the 5-Ton vehicle starting and driving past my bunk is really un-ignorable. Then I forced myself back to sleep and I still woke at 9plus so really, even sleeping was not a very nice option there.

Luckily it was a different superior today and he let me out since Ive got nth to do since 12noon, otherwise zzzzz Id die of boredom in camp, which is really about the same as dying of boredom outside camp.

Met Josiah today! Ethel's bro! and he was telling me funny stories about recruits HAHAHAH was laughing while I ate lunch in Tekong. By the way, whoever said tekong food was inedible is really a nutjob. Tekong food is actually nicer than some of the food I had to pay for outside on mainland. I swear the chicken and gravy with the rice is probably the simplest, yet nicest thing Ive tasted for any sort of camp food ever. The auntie was even nice enough to come to our table and give us yogurt!

Anw, Kay Rui's been sending pictures of girls to me lately via whatsapp and the stupid auto download has been working meticulously, so now Ive got a load full of chiobu pics in my phone=.= hahaha! dno if I should delete them but since Im not attached I dont see why Id bother, that is either till Im attached or I run out of space for apps, whichever comes first^^


Chuw is picking slping and games over going out to dinner with us!! Im gonna have to rob him of his com=.=

And I cant put smileys up cause the button with the colon and semi colon is GONE from my com! Just up-ed and left. My sis's doing, no doubt, but that's been awhile alr. that aside, my com still functions perfectly fine. Im gonna get a new com in 5 days^^ with specs like this (Colon)

64-Bit Windows 7 (YES 7, cause apparently it compatible with more software)
4th Gen
i5
3.0Ghz Intel Processor
Quad Core with
Hyper-Threading
Nvidia 660GTX Graphics card
16GB Ram
1TB HDD
128GB SSD

Slightly above average specs so that at least my com can handle most normal games and those of slightly higher graphics head-on. Ive bought the LCD Screen and the Keyboard already!! Although, I did spend close to 200 on the keyboard, but it sounds really cool and looks even cooler but anw that's not the issue here what I need is the CPU!!!! Until then I wont be able to think straight.

Sad thing is, my course starts on the day Im buying the computer. Driving course, in army, that is. And basically that sucks because I dont like doing something nice on a day that something's gonna bug your mind a lot. Ive taken leave till wed, and then course starts on thurs, which is only when I can buy the com! Although it is a stay-out course so at least I'll get to use the com once I get it.

I wanna eat peanut!! The one you buy in a pancake.

I cant stand the tension sometimes. Makes me feel like punching smth, but Ive aches and pains all over from over-exerting yesterday so if I punch the punching bag the only loser around's gonna be me. Maybe I should get out of the house for a bit.