Blogging again. Back on my blogging spree cause my com's back into functioning.

Going back to Penang for Qing Ming Jie. Apart from which, gonna buy a couple of cheap shirts again =) and maybe a pair of jeans or something. Problem is, I have PW due on monday, so I'll have to bring this com along there and research there, and get the report ready, cause I have to print it when I get back on Sunday night. Kinda problematic. Probably will stay up overnight to research in Penang. Dont have Msn on this com yet. Maybe that's a good thing. Nowadays hardly use it anyway, and that thing's full of viruses.

Dunno wad else to type. Naruto will be coming out sometime tonight! Gonna watch =)!

I'm using my new com to type this!!!! Can You BELIEVE IT!?!?! ARE YOU JEALOUS?!?! OF COURSE YOU ARE! I KNOW IT! hehehe. okok. enough of that. even though it can never be enough.

Now, I've got thousands of issues at hand all ongoing at the same time, I feel like smacking myself in the head with a damn brick. Maybe I should just go ram into some wall head first=.= So much! And the worst part of this living nightmare is it doesnt end when you wake up!! D:!! Just when you start feeling accomplished that you've managed to finish the homework for the day, another load replaces the exact amount yoou've finished the day before! It's practically unbelievable. Santa Claus gave me too many early presents this year. Piles and piles and mountains and mountains and Nations-sized homework!!!! I can continue rambling on for the whole day, instead, I'll just tell u what I've got.
I have Chem Ca tmr, Maths Sigma homework, Econs supply and demand revision (if you like to call it revision because I actually didnt understand a thing in the lecture, and so I'm actually trying to understand it cause if I dont I'll be completely and utterly, and most importantly, Happily lost in a world of simple yet complicated econs. it's actually so easy to understand, but instead, they've created Laws for Demand, and Laws for Supply, and blasted the whole thing into another dimension of complicatedness yet to be discovered by Man. (By which I mean me). Okay. I'm a whole topic behind in bio, even though I've been studying like I've never did before to catch up. I've PW PI due this coming monday, when i cant even Identify which case study I'm going to pick for the damn thing yet. Furthermore I think the worst part is having to come up with a project on Risk or Conflict. Perhaps I should go into the supermarket and smash down afew shelves of groceries. Then I would have taken 1 Risk and 1 Conflict. Risk killing myself under the shelves, and getting into a conflict with the manager and everybody else! isnt that just the most marvelous idea ever thought of?! :D! =.= WHAT EXACTLY DO THEY MEAN BY MAKE A PROJECT ON RISK AND CONFLICT!? you mean come up with schemes to resolve conflict!? Is that a project?! =.= it's basically research only and not doing anything physical.

And here I am, smiling at you, --> :D! and not doing chem revision for tmr, or bio revision for the midyears, or maths revision on vectors, or PW PI for this coming monday! In short, I am completely DOOMED. And I am gonna watch naruto or bleach or something instead, because that, somehow, is going to help me score straight As for midyears!! HERE WE GO!!

My Mob size is like 110 already! Hahaha! Aim to reach 140 In the next 2 days. Quite possible.

Goig to Penang for about 3 days over the weekend, can't add on to the mob, So:( oh wells. Nothing much to do but wait for it to collect money and then use it to buy real estate again to up the income.

Gonna have to start soon.

Havent fully recovered from flu yet. And I'm eating chicken chop, singing and shouting already. Really ticks me off so I can't avoid the shouting part, but the rest. Actually, I avoided te shouting. I just answered indifferently to tick the other person off without shouting. Wasting my voice as far as I'm concerned. So no point. And cold drinks. Oh wells:)

Next I have project work. And I haven't got a freaking clue as to where to start. Perhaps somewhere on the news or headlines over the past few years. Minus away all the volcano eruptions, earthquakes, tsunamis, so on and so forth. Keeps happening these days, but there's no link to Pw. Hmm... I've started on something, but I can't get any leads to understanding it. Every sentence I come across has 1 or 2 important words that I don't understand. The terms are so damned important, spent two hours on it but I haven even got rid of the terminology yet. 1 thing after another. Every sentence I ask to the Internet to define, it gives mr a sentence with another 2 words I don't understand that are also terms-.- what kind of saddening even is happening to me?!D: joking:) anyway, I'm supposed to start on something that I'm not well versed In. So this-.- lol. After that I can go become a VIP already-.- So cheem-.- who came up with all these words in the first place?-.-

Now as I wait my chicken chop to come, I put on the headphones sets to rid myself of words that will hurt other people. Because I'll hurt the person who spoke the words most likely. Forget it. I'm gonna take it off. Hate headphones anyway. Don't want to wear it unless it's necessary. I'll have to tolerate. Off.

I dont know whether it has already been done. And I really don't know whether I should. One part of me says I'm being a busybody doing this.. But assuming it hasn't been done? Then how? Assuming it has been done, then I'd just be an extra guy doing something extra. But extra in this sense is good anyway, and I suppose it doesn't hurt to have one more, only problem is, it's coming from me, and that sucks because I don't want to be the one initiating this cause it looks like I'm still trying, lol, when I'm more or less quite settled to be friends already. Hmm... :) I'll do it anyway:) cause it's worthwhile. Now-.-!! I need to persuade the horse to drink water from the river. Howhowhow? You can bring a horse to water but you can't make it drink. BUT!! I'm a squid! I'm special :D I'll do my best. And then if it doesn't work, I guess, I've at least tried my best:)

Write the words in anger. Then delete them. Start again on a fresh script. Write the words in joy. Leave them. And then continue with life. Anger subsides whilst joy fills the heart and soul. And nothing else matters but to continue with life to the very end. At the end. Say it was well lived. Say it wad worthwhile. Say you've done all you had to and all you could do. Then all that remains, is an empty shell no one has ever needed to know of. No one but yourself, and the people that matter most.

Singing's a joy.
Luxury is a joy.
Friends are a joy.
Joysticks are not a joy.
And being put on the hit list twice in two days is most definitely NOT a joy.

Damn the bugger. I can't even kill the bugger if I wanted to. I tell u... When I reach a high enough level, I'll look for the guy and put him on the hit list everyday, and attack him like crazy.

An accomplished day! Did my GPFA. Wrote up my Chem notes till where we've stopped, done with bio ca and most probably won't fail, cause I failed maths ca, and upped my mob to 9 and bought all the equipment at one shot^^ ill do that again soon. I'll make sure I camp at this level with everything I've got.

Got up early and got to school myself today.

Bored. Have you forgiven me:(? Feel sad when I think about it.. But u probably don't read my blog now anyway.. I guess I'm just typing it out of my system in that sense... Sigh..

Going back home. Play the piano. That washes everything away for awhile. Then I'll go to sleep. Goodnight..

I can't believe how late school choir ends-.- it's 8, I'm in school. Or rather, I've just left school, and choir's still singing like crazy! Don't know how their voice can last. Lol. I'm gonna go home and try to study for the bio test on Wednesday, damn, still can't cover it because I keep forgetting even though I keep remembering. HELP! :( and jordan's damn funny. Hahahaha!! Squid mark!

I'm sorry, for jumping to conclusions:( forgive me, okay?

Cut my hair-.- until it's So short again-.- can't believe it. Have a splitting headache right now. I wanted to take panadol but I've been out the whole damn day and not been allowed to go home-.- damn screwed up. Always like this. Really sick of this already. Wonder how many more years I've got to do this.

Damn it man.. Headache's really killing me.

Have pe tmr too-.- I think I'll just pretend to die before it starts and then get an asthma attack. Might as well poke myself with a pin 2 times and say it's a vampire bite-.- just as good, cause there's no way of escaping the sadistic fun they're gonna put us through anyway. Probably not even If I get rammed down by a Cherie QQ. Lol. Cause I don't wanna be banged down by a truck, squids don't like trucks anyway

Now. I don't know what to do already. I'll find someone to sms:)

Now I end up playing 3 types of the same game. Whats becoming of me-.- this is all 1 person's fault. AIJING! -.-

Anyway, yesterday was quite an eventful day. My uncle came down from Canada yesterday, fetched him out for dinner and then back home. After which, met up with Glenn for lunch! Apparently, Jeanette and Nadira and Ethel couldn't make it, oh wells. Hehe. Talked to him about the usual stuff, life etc. Then he had church, So we ended that there. He took the mrt the wrong direction you know! Ended up making me wait-.-! This xi fu ah. Getting old already. Hehehehe.

Okok. After that went back home, snacked on some cup noodles while watching tv. Sang a bit. Then that's was about that. Left for dinner, and came home.

On the way home, at like 830, Ong sim smsed me. Lol. Asked me if I was free at 9-.-?! Haha! Okok. So went out with her and drank and talked abit. Anyway hadn't chatted with her in like ages already. Reached home at like 1020. Latest I've been home in a while. Would have been home later a month ago if I actually managed to go out for what was planned. Unfortunately nothing I've planned regarding it has ever gone right, right? Excuses. So many until I really couldn't give a shit about it anymore.

Watched vampire diaries, then incredible tales. Then that was that. Hahaha! Offs!

Don't know what to say to you anymore. Feel like scolding you. Just can't find the words or a way to do it.

A new love. Haha! Things aren't always what they seem. Nicest song I've ever heard in my life with such meaningful lyrics! Haha! I wish I could be like that. Busy alr.

Met Brian today. Suppose I may have misunderstood something. No matter, it's not exactly misunderstood. Oh weeelllls. Forget it. I guess it's over.

-.- funny song. Hahaha!! Oh holy! I forgot to answer someone! Whoops. Gtg go.

I'd say I don't care anymore, but then some part of me would be lying, cause I'm obviously still bothering to type. But I'm getting quite frustrated as it is. Can't rmb getting frustrated in this kind of scenario before. Guess it's gonna end soon. Or perhaps it already has. Now... Hehehehe. Where is MY life?

And by the way, Penang sells the best biscuits in the world:D hahaha! It's damn nice! I eat one piece and then tell myself to stop eating!! But end up eating again D: what's wrong with this man!! So nice^^!!

I'm gonna eat xiao long bao later!^^ and the egg tarts they sell there are nothing I've ever tasted before either. Damn nice!! I'll eat there later too!^^ more tasty delicacy in the history of forever! :D!!

Gonna go already. See if I can read Naruto manga.

I think that's about it already. Ending soon. Really sick of this anyway, not getting anywhere.

This boy just entered the clinic. He's in pain. I haven seen anyone in pain like that So far. He looks quite young, like 9-10 years old. Moaning away. I think moaning isn't exactly the correct word. It's notch below a scream. His finger apparently. I think he must have cut it badly. Either that or cut it off altogether. He has a bandage around his finger and is crying and everything.. Feels scary.. Makes me feel like panicking.

Nonetheless, I'm definitely going to be late for the outing.

Damned... I've never felt more tired than today. Completely restless. Feels like i can drop down on the floor and die anytime. Feel breathless. I really need a damned break. Thursday is the best day. I'll sleep through it.

Will this still work? I hope so. Cause if it doesn't I'm going to be lost again.
Still thinking. Perhaps it isn't good yet. It doesn't feel like I've done all I could. Shucks.. Perhaps i could string it:D haha!

Okok. Enough of that for now. Next problem is as usual, the second priority, homework-.- I'm lost already as it is-.- giri giri da-.- barely managing to keep up with bio, although my Monday i won't be keeping up anymore. I'm completely drowning in chemistry. I thought I was keeping up In maths but Ive failed maths ca... I couldn't believe it. Don't know what came over me. I just blanked out. Worst score in my life, but I'm supposed to get full marks.. Last Econs. Econs still manageable. Dumbest subject I've ever taken. Some idiots have managed to come up with laws for the most common sense things-.- the definition for demand in the text is so cheem-.- complicating stuff that's actually very simple to understand. This is what humans are good for anyway-.- making the simplest stuff completely unrecognisablr and then passing that on to the next generation and then the next. Now I've got some marginalist law and law of demand to follow, which actually is plain common sense-.- even an idiot who's 3 years old can understand-.-

Now. :) time to sleep. Still sick. My third type of antibiotic In an attempt to subdue the idiot bacteria that has consistently been finding opportunities to kill me while I'm already under attack by damned viruses. I'll ask pooh bear to kill them for me:D
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Night.

Been so busy these days, and still sick, coughing away. Hardly had time to blog.
Feeling so drained now. Can't really think. But I'm still typing. Nothing seems to mean anythin to me right now cause I can't seem to comprehend.. Completely don't really know what I'm typing. Just typing for the sake of it.

Failed maths ca. Dont know what came over me. Got nosebleed the period before that, and then maths ca, can't think at all either, like now. .. I think I need a break, simply to recharge.

Not feeling well..

DO YOU KNOW WHY I'M BLOGGING NOW?!
ITS CAUSE I SAW THIS REALLY CUTE SQUIRREL RUNNING ACROSS THE ROAD AND JUMPING UP A WALL. Then it realized it could climb it and it jumped back down! xD ok. Byebye.
Ps I'm late for school. Mr. Three forgive me^^!! hehe.

Fallen sick. Pfft. All comes from not sleeping and drinking all the wrong things.
Just ate a chicken floss bun:) they're nice.

My voice is completely gone, and I have phlegm In my throat and post nasal drip from my nose down-.- and I took ba zhang kueh yesterday >:) Kehehe. This is exactly why-.- my voice is gone. Cause I'm a damn smart ass genius, that ate peanut ba zhang kueh when I'm very well aware of the stupid condition I'm In.
And the night before that. I stayed up at the wake, already knowing my throat's inflamed, and woohoo! I ate fries from macdonalds and chips from seven eleven. -.- great. Kicking myself in the ass ever so often. Pfft.

Now. I've been waiting like 1 hour plus for the doctor!:D but the doctor's so in demand! That I've got another 8 people or so before me. There were about 16 people before me just now at 1030 am in the morning.

Getting over it. But when the feeling gushes in, you'd just never expect it. And that's when all of it gets complicated.

Got to change the minipic soon. Looks like it's been removed and that's most likely why my whole blog's white. Shouldnt take more than 10 minutes. But I'll do that over the weekend.