Im on the ferry to tekong now! So that leaves me with 15mins to blog hahah!

Anw more importantly, I just read the most irritating thing online. 3 reasons why you should intentionally delay responding to a text, and the ways to interpret how people feel towards to by their texting paterns. The latter is fine but it's the former that's a friggin headache.

1. To make the most out of time by maximising how much the other party wants to receive your response.
2. By doing so, you also gain control of the conversation
3. I didnt even read it cos I was so crazy after reading No. 2.

I should put one of those 9 gag memes here where the guy is pulling out his hair.

I swear, if my gf deliberately followed this advice I'd start a quarrel, maybe. Wait an hour before responding for these kind of reasons=you DIE.

Everyone asking "How long should I take to respond to a girl/guy's text if I like him/if Im just friends. Friggin unbelievable that you need to ask somethingwhen you have the natural andwer to it. If ya like the guy then you'll naturally respond the next available opportunity. If ya friends with the guy then respond when ya comfortable. If ya hate the guy then either tell him ya not interested and if he still continues then just DONT REPLY. Lol. Unbelievable. It's something that comes naturally, why must you intentionally add artificial flavouring to your text patterns that tick other ppl off.

And then there's this post abt how you are not obligated to text ppl the moment you see their text, which, I guess is fine if it's MUTUAL. Although somehow I used to find it quite rude when people dont respond immediately. But obviously Im used to it now after almost everyone does it. My friend's worse off than me. His opinion is "If I can respond to your text immediately while we're having a convers, and you always take 2 hours to respond to mine, then it shows ya simply not interested in having a conversation with me. So I wont convers you next time" O.O I was like, if I did that, Id have almost no one to text, ever. Lol.

REACHED TEKONG. Time forrr breakfast!

Just typed such a long post on a private blog. And I feel like typing it here. But I cant. So I. am. so. stuck. I dont even know what to think anymore.

Super great day today. Was chill and fun at the same time. Really nice. My food didnt kill me, or her, hahahah! It was good, weirdly enough. Everything else is SECRET like a Fluffy. It was all just really worth it.

Just got home. One game of dota, and Im gg out again. Midnight movie. Im not gonna live long enough for this heheh!

Going back in tonight. Welcome to my LIFE.

Need to go out soon, otherwise Id be BORED to tears.

Imma need to learn how to cook O.o

So. I need to cook spaghetti, which is probably very easy. So I'll probably stir fry it to add a bit of flavor after I boil it. And I should probably cook an omelette to go with it, since I absolutely hate sausages, and meatballs are too hard to cook. Gonna do a trial run tonight and HOPEFULLY my kitchen wont change race. Intel lvl 100 joke hahah!

Finally some time for myself in the past 6 days. Ups for 1 or 2 games of dota.

Woohoo! 3 duties DONE. JUST GOT ANOTHER SUNDAY DETAIL AND ANOTHER DUTY NEXT WED. Life never fails to get more interesting when ya need it most! =.= Sheesh.

Finally home and got a nice hot shower (which Ive had not had for 48 hours mind you), Macs for dinner, Arrow Season 3 and Flash to watch. Should have Naruto (anime) tmr. Bleach manga should be out!

Meeting her for the so long-awaited singing session next week sometime, although, it's more just to have fun than to ask out anymore, doesnt seem like something very plausible =( Sad but true. 4 months till she leaves, 4 months till I ORD. 4 seems to be a very unlucky number. Incidentally it also means death, heheheh, no, Im not thinking too much :p

lalalaalalala, time for CS.

Utter chaos today O.ooo I could have prevented it, but frankly I was too blur when it happened and so everything fell apart =( unbelievable. Army stuff is probably classified so I cant say anything =( hais.


I need to find a way to work, like for real, work, like 1.5-2k a month at least. Cos this -- 530 bucks, is absolutely SUFFICIENT to buy my peanuts to feed the monkeys in tekong (Like literally, there are monkeys in tekong, on the road and everywhere, not so much in the living places for ppl but ya get wad I mean, plus, feeding monkeys is fun, prolly not legal though, but they're cute). Saving 4k in 10 months is already a damn good feat, it's 75% of my income saved every month, but, it is absolutely ridiculously NOT ENOUGH to get ANYWHERE. And I mean that both figuratively and LITERALLY, I cant go to London/New York/Taiwan with that! It'll all be gone in 1 week lol. Unless I let kay rui plan my budget hahah, then maybe. AND IT IS DEFINITELY NOT ENOUGH to bring ppl out often == which is something Ive been doing a bit too much lately, otherwise I would have a lot more savings.


Anyway, that aside, tmr's gonna be ANOTHER long day. 24 hours long, and probably sleep deprived.

Time's passing fast -- almost halfway through November already. Leaves me with really not enough time to think. Not that I want to think about these stuff. Just want to live life the way it's relaxing =( Wish it;d stay that way forever.

zomg I need a book that teaches me ANYTHING useful. Anything. Ive got 6 hrs tmr with which I really have nth to do but sit and wait for time to pass, like literally, that's my job for tmr, sit alone and wait for activities to end. Im bored to my wits' end. What do I do tmr. Sit down do nth for 6 hrs, I'll DIE.

Everything is sooo mundane. I need something to make me feel like Im living. Sounds weird I know, but nothing seems to mean much now, like, aimless, no goals nothing. Uni's just a burden to even think about. Work after NS follows after as a No.2 burden. Not to mention how am I even going to get to NUS/NTU everyday of the week!?!? ZZHZHZHZHZH

Raining cats and dogs now, supposed to be a relaxing saturday =((

I need a meaningful relationship. Or smth, anything that's meaningful. Purposeful. Makes me feel like Im doing smth fruitful. Spend our whole lives preparing for the next stage, and then when the next stage is the grave, we realise we've spent our whole lives doing nothing. Propagating is not our meaning here, is it!!??! Something more in depth..

I am going to start saving MORE. Like seriously. Now, I need a book on stocks and shares. And everything technical and practical about it. Library veryvery soon. Like maybe tmr night.

GGWP BACK TO THE ISLAND I GO, this is going to be a longgg month. Ciaos.

Here marks a milestone in life, Naruto Manga officially comes to an END!?!? Childhood's left behind again.. Sad..

Went out with Jordan and Chuw this morning for bowling, and for the first time in a veryvery long while, I got less than 100 for a score. Should throw myself at the pins. And there was this chiobu like in the lane next to me, siansss, hate sharing lanes with chiobus =(( it's actually PRESSURIZING O.O but anw.

I've got to go back into tekong tonight (sat) for tmr (sun) and until 8pm tmr before I get to come out. The feeling could not be more depressing. To make matters worse, on Monday I'm going to have to stay in again with INTERRUPTED SLEEP lol. Which means waking up at like midnight to drive. Really drains me.

Sometimes it's really hard not to get angry with certain things, but you gotta live with em.

Where am I going now for srs shucks.

Just got back to army. Not a moment's rest.

Tmr duty 8am to next day 8am.
Sunday must come back whole day.
Monday duty 8am to 8am again.
Next week Ippt, I think I am going to skip the ippt until the last day of this month.

So much bad news in 1 day. I feel like giving up on all of it altogether.

No motivation now, hais. Just after I recovered. High key starts tmr. Lasts for 2 months. Larry not coming tmr and day after either, going to be really boring. Baasit's doing mileage, so he wont be free for awhile. Chua's not back yet, and even if he was he probably wouldnt need to stay in, so it's gonna be really lonely, and really boring. If only I could hand in my mileage after this month and tell them I dont want to drive anymore until ORD. If I actually tried, I could get up to 600km-800km this month alone. That's how screwed up this month is.

I just came back from a long break (even though there was fever and pain and everything), and now I need another break already..

Had a rather perverse dream last night O.o Woke me up. I remember it being .. disgusting.

Guess what else woke me up. A bite to my upper lip. It was almost as if I bit my own upper lip to wake myself up from the dream O.o

Anywayy, my last day of Mc. Kay rui's prolly flying across the atlantic ocean now to US for prep against future zombie invasions, and Larry's texting me about work O.o hahah.

Went out this morn to get a cuppa Ice lemon tea. Time to relax for 1 last day.