Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Sigh, forgot people's bday, so unbecoming of me.. Sounds like Nicholas saying unbecoming, lol, looks like I did pick up something, not bad:) =.= anyway, it's supposed to be a sad face there since I forgot bdays. Oh well. Just have to make up for it I suppose, 4 years classmate go out so many times, feel so guilty, can't let this slip off, last year also already.. Shucks, their presents I think will be slightly late, I think it'll take at least a week:(
Sian, today supposed to study wan, end up study a few hours in the morning only damn tired, so slept from 2 until now=.= which is like near 7 already. Baritone should be coming out later, although what I'm really waiting for is bleach. O lvls round the corner.. Shucks.. How sia.. Hopefully not too bad. Should look up the bio o lvls series again and try doing to get used to it. Then see if there are harder papers.. Although the bio o lvls series is hard enough already. All the data based questions are goin to kill me..
That Kay rui=.= suppose to reply mr on whether going to eat buffet today for lunch or not, end up never reply, so I ate Maggie noodles for lunch instead:( hungry hungry..! Imma gonna show him a world of pain!! Muahahahaha! Wonder how I'm going to do that.. :( and his mom now thinks i gave her a fake name when I called yesterday, cause mr Kay Rui says he doesn't know a Justin, and the guy who actually called was Daniel, next time I call, she's gonna scream at me=.= gonna do work already. Byes~.
Sian, today supposed to study wan, end up study a few hours in the morning only damn tired, so slept from 2 until now=.= which is like near 7 already. Baritone should be coming out later, although what I'm really waiting for is bleach. O lvls round the corner.. Shucks.. How sia.. Hopefully not too bad. Should look up the bio o lvls series again and try doing to get used to it. Then see if there are harder papers.. Although the bio o lvls series is hard enough already. All the data based questions are goin to kill me..
That Kay rui=.= suppose to reply mr on whether going to eat buffet today for lunch or not, end up never reply, so I ate Maggie noodles for lunch instead:( hungry hungry..! Imma gonna show him a world of pain!! Muahahahaha! Wonder how I'm going to do that.. :( and his mom now thinks i gave her a fake name when I called yesterday, cause mr Kay Rui says he doesn't know a Justin, and the guy who actually called was Daniel, next time I call, she's gonna scream at me=.= gonna do work already. Byes~.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-just-the-way-you-are-lyrics.html
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
lol, quite a boring song, but the lyrics is very nice
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-just-the-way-you-are-lyrics.html
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
lol, quite a boring song, but the lyrics is very nice
went to play basketball today with kay rui and ben tan at geylang serai, freaking hell, first we got challenged by 3 secondary 4 pupils from another school, we were winning 6 3, then we swapped members, we lost 6 7 =.= that wan, tired us out like anything.
about 5-10 minutes later, a guy roughly 50 years of age came up to us and challenged us 2 on 2, me and Kay rui played against them, LOST LIKE ANYTHING! lol they kept saying they old already cannot play and all that kinda stuff, but really! THEY WERE FREAKING GOOD! Their teamwork was so damn good, all I saw was the ball flying around the court one after another the ball just flew right into the net. WE LOST 2 to 15!!!!#$%^&() LOL, but we picked up a few of the strategies they used, so hopefully it wont go to waste.
now at jordan's place. still thinking about wad on earth I should do next. I've finished watching Bleach, man, so bored. nothing to do. feel like smsing again. lol. but that's a bad idea. I cant talk, I dont want to sms so much, sighsighsighsigh. And there's this very cute looking fly flying around me in jordan's room keeping me company. Too bad for him I'm wearing long pants and socks ^^ and jordan has left this insect repellant spray on the table beside me.. looks kinda tempting you know. hehehe.
MAN I'M STARVING! Tmr got physics tuition, haven finished tuition homework. I'll try wake up earllier tmr morning to do it. Then maybe breakfast with kay rui and chuw teck they all. but I wont be going for the lunch thing and the cycling thing, dont feel like it.....
that's weird, no spiders in jordan's room today. less company :( where did they go off to uh? jordan must've killed em with that broom of his =.= killing off my cute friends. now so lonely here typing around. and this afternoon, I saw this friendly-looking lizard outside our classroom!! Freaking happy looking lizard was running about doing its own business, and curious little me was trying to take a freaking picture of it!! but =.=, there's always a but, kay rui popped out of nowhere, and made my good buddy run away helter skelter =.= so that's okay, later on when me and kay rui walked to videoworld for a late lunch, we ran into another of the same lizard's family members climbing a tree! trying to disguise itself as tarzan =.= failing miserably =.= It looked exactly the same! so I moved closer to shoot a picture, but this time round, my buddy ran all the way up the freaking tree cause he was freaking scared of me :( I not so scary lor!! end up couldnt get a picture of him :( lousy picture hunter.
still thinking.. what should I do..? or get? lol, friends.
okya okay, that's it. O lvls, straight ahead, everything else.. sigh.. not gonna work i think.
gonna preoccupy myself with something. byebye
about 5-10 minutes later, a guy roughly 50 years of age came up to us and challenged us 2 on 2, me and Kay rui played against them, LOST LIKE ANYTHING! lol they kept saying they old already cannot play and all that kinda stuff, but really! THEY WERE FREAKING GOOD! Their teamwork was so damn good, all I saw was the ball flying around the court one after another the ball just flew right into the net. WE LOST 2 to 15!!!!#$%^&() LOL, but we picked up a few of the strategies they used, so hopefully it wont go to waste.
now at jordan's place. still thinking about wad on earth I should do next. I've finished watching Bleach, man, so bored. nothing to do. feel like smsing again. lol. but that's a bad idea. I cant talk, I dont want to sms so much, sighsighsighsigh. And there's this very cute looking fly flying around me in jordan's room keeping me company. Too bad for him I'm wearing long pants and socks ^^ and jordan has left this insect repellant spray on the table beside me.. looks kinda tempting you know. hehehe.
MAN I'M STARVING! Tmr got physics tuition, haven finished tuition homework. I'll try wake up earllier tmr morning to do it. Then maybe breakfast with kay rui and chuw teck they all. but I wont be going for the lunch thing and the cycling thing, dont feel like it.....
that's weird, no spiders in jordan's room today. less company :( where did they go off to uh? jordan must've killed em with that broom of his =.= killing off my cute friends. now so lonely here typing around. and this afternoon, I saw this friendly-looking lizard outside our classroom!! Freaking happy looking lizard was running about doing its own business, and curious little me was trying to take a freaking picture of it!! but =.=, there's always a but, kay rui popped out of nowhere, and made my good buddy run away helter skelter =.= so that's okay, later on when me and kay rui walked to videoworld for a late lunch, we ran into another of the same lizard's family members climbing a tree! trying to disguise itself as tarzan =.= failing miserably =.= It looked exactly the same! so I moved closer to shoot a picture, but this time round, my buddy ran all the way up the freaking tree cause he was freaking scared of me :( I not so scary lor!! end up couldnt get a picture of him :( lousy picture hunter.
still thinking.. what should I do..? or get? lol, friends.
okya okay, that's it. O lvls, straight ahead, everything else.. sigh.. not gonna work i think.
gonna preoccupy myself with something. byebye
Friday, September 17, 2010
opened.
so much to say that cant be said. lol. i think i should delete. so many posts, kinda lazy.. tch, there's not much difference in outcome either way, miracles dont happen much anymore. yet, still clinging on to some wierd invisible hope, that's probably not even there. tch, persistent thing this seems to be, cant get rid of it. either way, looks like not so free anymore.
Hmm.. Sciences I think still can study there, but humanities definitely cannot, it'd be too distracting. Made notes for chapter 19 already, lol. not very good progress really, looks like I work better at home, still, lol, it was good.
dont know what to say anymore.
Basketball skills, hehe, I've improved^^ Shija cant get pass me, I managed to cover Ben Cheng, manage to defend until Jordan cannot get past the 3 pointer circle at all and won 7-nil! LOL! FEELS SO SATISFYING! xD LOL jkjk. Dribbling also improved already, I suppose I just need the practice.
Up till now, still cant rmb whether it is practice or practise -.- oh well..
My phone hasnt come, but even after it comes, I'll just use my old phone when I go around people, dont want to make people feel I'm those kind of "rich kid", the old phone works just as fine and good anyway. lol, come to think of it, I couldnt be bothered what others think about me anyway.
shyt.. cant seem to do things without thinking about it.. lol, play piano also cannot anymore.. HATE THIS, I'm ME MYSELF and INDEPENDENT.. but then why? lol, come to think of it, the reason why we didnt really watch movie today was 60% because of me.. which was hundred percent cause plans changed. I have to snap out of this somehow. tch. gonna watch naruto, and then maybe bleach, leave it be, it'll disappear by itself anyway i suppose.
so much to say that cant be said. lol. i think i should delete. so many posts, kinda lazy.. tch, there's not much difference in outcome either way, miracles dont happen much anymore. yet, still clinging on to some wierd invisible hope, that's probably not even there. tch, persistent thing this seems to be, cant get rid of it. either way, looks like not so free anymore.
Hmm.. Sciences I think still can study there, but humanities definitely cannot, it'd be too distracting. Made notes for chapter 19 already, lol. not very good progress really, looks like I work better at home, still, lol, it was good.
dont know what to say anymore.
Basketball skills, hehe, I've improved^^ Shija cant get pass me, I managed to cover Ben Cheng, manage to defend until Jordan cannot get past the 3 pointer circle at all and won 7-nil! LOL! FEELS SO SATISFYING! xD LOL jkjk. Dribbling also improved already, I suppose I just need the practice.
Up till now, still cant rmb whether it is practice or practise -.- oh well..
My phone hasnt come, but even after it comes, I'll just use my old phone when I go around people, dont want to make people feel I'm those kind of "rich kid", the old phone works just as fine and good anyway. lol, come to think of it, I couldnt be bothered what others think about me anyway.
shyt.. cant seem to do things without thinking about it.. lol, play piano also cannot anymore.. HATE THIS, I'm ME MYSELF and INDEPENDENT.. but then why? lol, come to think of it, the reason why we didnt really watch movie today was 60% because of me.. which was hundred percent cause plans changed. I have to snap out of this somehow. tch. gonna watch naruto, and then maybe bleach, leave it be, it'll disappear by itself anyway i suppose.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
finally, looks like I'm really done soon with this.
Dying when doing physics now, done the O lvls book papers, all so easy. Then change to Anglican prelim paper, =.= all the mcq quesions seem to be so much harder than their structured =.= but both also cant do anyway, so what's the difference? =.= lesson learnt : go do prelim papers instead.
Got a new physics teacher, started tuition this week. The guy is extremely good.. So fast, very efficient, very effective, had my doubts at first, but he really is good. but expensive.. sigh. I suppose good things dont come easy. Done his tuition homework today, If I let it drag I wont end up doing it at all.
Expo tmr. lol. dont feel like going, nothing more I can put on this blog regarding this or I'd be offending people, full stop.
sian. Played bball with jordan today until so tired. Feel like gonna take a shower and then turn in already. I wanna wake up tmr morning at 5 to do work till I leave for expo. What a weird change of heart, lol. I dont rmb ever feeling like doing work. suppose some part of me suddenly belongs to A class. lol, never really saw myself as a whole with A class since the beginning. Looks like its grown on me somehow, lol.
Insomnia again last night =.= hopefully not tonight.
Drank two medium cokes today, finally beginning to get worried about getting diabetes. That's really not good, to drink that much sugar and CO2 in myself.
The world crumbles. pfft, what a world it was, what of it now? gradually fading off into the distance, but not disappearing completely, lol, weird enough for me.
I wanna look for the jay chou piano battle score, but I have no friggin printer, and I cant even find the friggin score :( I wanna FIND it. lol.
Dying when doing physics now, done the O lvls book papers, all so easy. Then change to Anglican prelim paper, =.= all the mcq quesions seem to be so much harder than their structured =.= but both also cant do anyway, so what's the difference? =.= lesson learnt : go do prelim papers instead.
Got a new physics teacher, started tuition this week. The guy is extremely good.. So fast, very efficient, very effective, had my doubts at first, but he really is good. but expensive.. sigh. I suppose good things dont come easy. Done his tuition homework today, If I let it drag I wont end up doing it at all.
Expo tmr. lol. dont feel like going, nothing more I can put on this blog regarding this or I'd be offending people, full stop.
sian. Played bball with jordan today until so tired. Feel like gonna take a shower and then turn in already. I wanna wake up tmr morning at 5 to do work till I leave for expo. What a weird change of heart, lol. I dont rmb ever feeling like doing work. suppose some part of me suddenly belongs to A class. lol, never really saw myself as a whole with A class since the beginning. Looks like its grown on me somehow, lol.
Insomnia again last night =.= hopefully not tonight.
Drank two medium cokes today, finally beginning to get worried about getting diabetes. That's really not good, to drink that much sugar and CO2 in myself.
The world crumbles. pfft, what a world it was, what of it now? gradually fading off into the distance, but not disappearing completely, lol, weird enough for me.
I wanna look for the jay chou piano battle score, but I have no friggin printer, and I cant even find the friggin score :( I wanna FIND it. lol.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
New physics tuition started today, was quite good, the teacher was super efficient. lol, got homework, I must finish it this time. cannot be lazy and distracted anymore. tmr hopefully can go jordan's place to do work. if not then, hopefully can go sch and do work, my mum taking leave tmr, sure cant do work at home confirm wan. school would be a good choice, until sch gonna look like nobody already then I go jordan's house, at least can maximise my concentration.
Insomnia last night.. tossed and turned for an hour and a half, then kept waking up the entire night.. couldnt count the number of times I woke up, all I know is I was constantly aware of being awake even when I was asleep.. stop thinking so much, it's bad.. stop getting distracted, only one way out of this. got to focus, I've been distracted for so long, where have I gotten? I can continue to get distracted after O lvls, not now... can i help getting distracted now in the first place... pfft, who cares anyway? what a waste of my time.... isnt it? .. sigh. One messed up life I'm in, making my own life a misery, pathetic, I should go back to being normal.. Why do I open up so easily all of a sudden? I never liked to open up in the first place to begin with, **** it was never even my nature.. how did I change? Maybe I should never have changed.. Then perhaps I wouldnt be in this mess.
Russell kena grounded liddat, cant go out, so I'm stuck being bored at home, even more lonely since I dont want to sms anymore, and I can only use computer at night, haven read other people's blog for forever already.. Maybe I'll go read.
Shyt, I have to call Jordan first.
K done.
sian... nothing left to think about suddenly, why like this ah? last time got so many things to think about, now morning noon and night all thinking about one same damned thing.. whatever, stuff it, I'll go preoccupy myself somehow. wad a dumb life. I'll get over soon anyway.. hopefully.
Insomnia last night.. tossed and turned for an hour and a half, then kept waking up the entire night.. couldnt count the number of times I woke up, all I know is I was constantly aware of being awake even when I was asleep.. stop thinking so much, it's bad.. stop getting distracted, only one way out of this. got to focus, I've been distracted for so long, where have I gotten? I can continue to get distracted after O lvls, not now... can i help getting distracted now in the first place... pfft, who cares anyway? what a waste of my time.... isnt it? .. sigh. One messed up life I'm in, making my own life a misery, pathetic, I should go back to being normal.. Why do I open up so easily all of a sudden? I never liked to open up in the first place to begin with, **** it was never even my nature.. how did I change? Maybe I should never have changed.. Then perhaps I wouldnt be in this mess.
Russell kena grounded liddat, cant go out, so I'm stuck being bored at home, even more lonely since I dont want to sms anymore, and I can only use computer at night, haven read other people's blog for forever already.. Maybe I'll go read.
Shyt, I have to call Jordan first.
K done.
sian... nothing left to think about suddenly, why like this ah? last time got so many things to think about, now morning noon and night all thinking about one same damned thing.. whatever, stuff it, I'll go preoccupy myself somehow. wad a dumb life. I'll get over soon anyway.. hopefully.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
tch, maybe it's because I'm conversing too much, that's why I dream. I dont rmb ever dreaming about the same person at least once every 2 days before, if not more often than that. This is just damn stupid. lol, I dont think you not replying my very last sms of each day just happens to be coincidence either.. I suppose I get the drift.. wont be bothering you for as long as I can stand it. still.. now I dont know who to talk to again.. tch. gonna do work, maybe I'll sms kay rui if I dont know anything. though he most probably wont answer my sms =.= at all, dno why, it's always been like that since day 1 =.= when I ask him questions on science he doesnt talk much =.= must be his phone bill.
Got my sim card back, so my phone number can be switched back to the original one already.. but I dont feel like switching back just yet. So I'll use up all the balance in my present sim card for now first.
Taking a small break from work. 10 minutes left and I'll head back to it. Later got chinese tuition somemore.. sian.. and now got physics tuition every wednesday.. hopefully it'll help me boost my marks somehow. For now, I'll improve on chemistry first. Hopefully I'll get A1 for both these sciences.. and Bio as well, and both maths. lols, what fat hope. the last subject that I have to get an A1 for is English, die die must get. Chinese pass can already, but that itself is a problem.. Must pass somehow.. Must start practising again already. otherwise really will die.
Kay Rui not answering =.= as usual, who to ask... tch.. jordan most likely wont bother, Chuw teck most probably still sleeping, then again, kay rui too =.= I'm not gonna disturb you for a long time.. I hope.. Crap, then who? Cant ask brian.. Not gonna ask alston.. Dont have Ben cheng's number. Esther? lol, maybe then.
So restless. Had dont know how many dreams last night. Woke up so many times, but everytime went back to sleep get another new dream, only one was about you, another, if I dont rmb wrongly had something to do with Pri sch, and I can rmb Vincent Tan was in one of my dreams =.=, tch, the rest all cant rmb.. lol, I'm wondering if the primary school one was a factual dream. hehe! It sounded real enough to me even after I woke up and thought about it, maybe I should try to confirm it. hehe... oh well, cant hang around here forever, still got work.
Got my sim card back, so my phone number can be switched back to the original one already.. but I dont feel like switching back just yet. So I'll use up all the balance in my present sim card for now first.
Taking a small break from work. 10 minutes left and I'll head back to it. Later got chinese tuition somemore.. sian.. and now got physics tuition every wednesday.. hopefully it'll help me boost my marks somehow. For now, I'll improve on chemistry first. Hopefully I'll get A1 for both these sciences.. and Bio as well, and both maths. lols, what fat hope. the last subject that I have to get an A1 for is English, die die must get. Chinese pass can already, but that itself is a problem.. Must pass somehow.. Must start practising again already. otherwise really will die.
Kay Rui not answering =.= as usual, who to ask... tch.. jordan most likely wont bother, Chuw teck most probably still sleeping, then again, kay rui too =.= I'm not gonna disturb you for a long time.. I hope.. Crap, then who? Cant ask brian.. Not gonna ask alston.. Dont have Ben cheng's number. Esther? lol, maybe then.
So restless. Had dont know how many dreams last night. Woke up so many times, but everytime went back to sleep get another new dream, only one was about you, another, if I dont rmb wrongly had something to do with Pri sch, and I can rmb Vincent Tan was in one of my dreams =.=, tch, the rest all cant rmb.. lol, I'm wondering if the primary school one was a factual dream. hehe! It sounded real enough to me even after I woke up and thought about it, maybe I should try to confirm it. hehe... oh well, cant hang around here forever, still got work.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Afew more posts to cover, and I'll open up the blog..
Somebody tell me, what's the point of going to sleep, and ever waking up? Why should anyone want to wake up again? What would be my objective in waking up to live..? To get a good stable job in the future, to get a wife, kids, a nice house..? To live life smoothly without so many financial issues? Is that it? To live life nicely till I'm gone from this planet? What would be the meaning, if I were to just live life away until it's gone? then what is it that I want? ..? Then tell me, what is the point of waking up, when the dreams I have are always better than this life I'm in? When the dreams I have are always about you? because reality is real and dreams are not? Where has reality gotten me? ... I like it only when I'm smsing you, but.. I can tell I'm bothering you, and I really shouldnt keep this up especially prelims are here, o levels are round the corner, and I'm still here, disturbing you every night.. I just want to sleep, and never wake up again, ever.. gone.. just like the wind, and maybe if you still think about me once in a while, that'll be all I could possibly ever ask for, satisfying enough.
Anyway, had Pizza, but my mum bought the small onE!! TOO SMALL! STILL HUNGRY! And she didnt order pepsi!! Usually I'm the one ordering, but I was sleeping just now, guess who I dreamt of?.. sigh, anyway, back to here. NO PEPSI! THIRSTING AND DYING FOR IT, AND STILL HUNGRY! I'll go steam pao and buy pepsi from white sands. Could use a nice stroll about now anyway, the night's always nicer when You're alone, because I dont think I've been not-alone much to begin with. I'm off, sayonara.
Somebody tell me, what's the point of going to sleep, and ever waking up? Why should anyone want to wake up again? What would be my objective in waking up to live..? To get a good stable job in the future, to get a wife, kids, a nice house..? To live life smoothly without so many financial issues? Is that it? To live life nicely till I'm gone from this planet? What would be the meaning, if I were to just live life away until it's gone? then what is it that I want? ..? Then tell me, what is the point of waking up, when the dreams I have are always better than this life I'm in? When the dreams I have are always about you? because reality is real and dreams are not? Where has reality gotten me? ... I like it only when I'm smsing you, but.. I can tell I'm bothering you, and I really shouldnt keep this up especially prelims are here, o levels are round the corner, and I'm still here, disturbing you every night.. I just want to sleep, and never wake up again, ever.. gone.. just like the wind, and maybe if you still think about me once in a while, that'll be all I could possibly ever ask for, satisfying enough.
Anyway, had Pizza, but my mum bought the small onE!! TOO SMALL! STILL HUNGRY! And she didnt order pepsi!! Usually I'm the one ordering, but I was sleeping just now, guess who I dreamt of?.. sigh, anyway, back to here. NO PEPSI! THIRSTING AND DYING FOR IT, AND STILL HUNGRY! I'll go steam pao and buy pepsi from white sands. Could use a nice stroll about now anyway, the night's always nicer when You're alone, because I dont think I've been not-alone much to begin with. I'm off, sayonara.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
sigh, I keep knocking, but nobody opens the door. but if you choose not to open it, then there's no point for me to know.. because there's no meaning left in finding out at all anymore.... let me in, past the doors, into the depths of your heart.. and after that, maybe I still wont be with you, but at least I would've known you truly, unlike the others, whom you've refused to open up to.. I would have truly known someone I find important.. to me.. haha.. ridiculous.. over one person and I'm getting this.. so much.. too much.. I dont care..I'll wait, until there's nothing left to wait for.
lol, on the other hand, i think talking and joking with you already makes my day anyway =) the more you talk, the more i feel that you remind me of someone, lol, someone very familiar.
lol, on the other hand, i think talking and joking with you already makes my day anyway =) the more you talk, the more i feel that you remind me of someone, lol, someone very familiar.
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