lol. I take that back. Not updating for awhile seems impossible. Suddenly nothing to do already.

Woke up later than usual today =.= 1009. wasting time sleeping. Must live life to the max! =)! unfortunately :( There really is nothing to do now. Gonna see fireworks at Vivocity later. I think it's a once a year event or something like that. oh wells. NOW WAD? Bleach no progress, Movie 4 also not out. Naruto is so boring, can take and throw in the bin for a few weeks. Job no response. What am I supposed to do now??? I know ^^ I'll eat Maggi Noodles! xD Eat eat. later maybe exercise abit. Who'm I kidding =.= Lazy do situps and weights today, maybe next week when there will really be nothing to do =.= that's gonna kill.

New blog opened. Now much easier. All the good stuff put here, all the bad stuff put there, block it forever, makes life so much simpler.

BORED BORED BORED. Maybe I'll even play Need For Speed on the Xbox cause I'm this bored =.= Ming Long also moved to Hougang already :( otherwise can go out makan with him or go his house too.. Kay Rui's gone off too-.- Never felt more bored.

Where's a part time job when you need one? sian. Bored like hell.

So far almost all my paragraphs have the word 'bored' in em.

I am Bored. Are you bored? Yes you're bored too, let's be bored together.

I have a friend named Bored, he lives in the same house as I.

Sigh. How lame I'm becoming. That's it. Noodles. Bye.

Today marks the end of work attachment :( dont feel happy though.. the staff there were very friendly, extremely funny also, haha! short while with them, feels like they're family-like.. sian.. only the very crazy guy =.= which shall not be named, cause he aint staff anyway =.= so =.= first day was the best though, even though i didnt attend the first half of that day, the guy who was incharge of us at the end was the BEST, mature, but sofriendly and funny :D!
Anyway, saw a lot of things there. CT scan, MRI Scan, X-rays, biopsies, dietetics, physiology, the nurses tending to patients, the pharmacy and how they operate, how they find stuff, what they're procedures are, where the stores are, how they stock up, medicinal dosage forms, poison classification, strengths, packaging of foods for patients, the kitchen, quite interesting.
Just got back, nothing much to do right now again. gonna watch harry potter!^^ !! with family though, although there's nothing bad about that, in fact, prob good actually.
done typing today, perhaps type again tmr.

Tch. Kay Rui's gone.. Feels like some part of me suddenly went missing -.- sounds gay. But seriously.. Holiday's gonna be so boring. Apart from that, there's really only one reason else not to feel happy.. Knowing the truth. Haha.. Catching the obvious truths.. I dont want the truths really. A few months ago, I kept getting dreams everyday, dunno why, but I've never got that before in my life. Dreams every night until can't even sleep.. Then I tried to stop getting them, took awhile, but got it, but now, lol.. Maybe the only place somethings can happen is in dreams.. So stupid. Tch.

Dumb day today-.-
Frankly speaking, I think the past three days were crazy. I've never seen anybody with such a crazy attitude. No. Not attitude. Character-.-! Almost killed me. Can't believe I still have 3 days more-.- I can't put up with that crazy dude for 3 days-.- 3 days almost ended my life already-.- I think many doctors and nurses and patients kena high blood pressure already. At least today he not as bad ad yesterday, still it was pretty bad.. But since the guy seems to be trying to change, I suppose he deserves to be commended?:) still, 3 days! I think I also gonna kena high blood pressure already-.- no wonder kena headache so much recently
-.- crap man. Why? Argh!!!! I can't be bothered anymore. I'm going out happily after this work attachment^^ no more madness.

what exactly am I allowed to do after exams huh? am I under house arrest or something =.= bloody hell. here also cannot, there also cannot, how old already still must ask whether here can go there can go =.=
There's nothing much to do at home. All the bleach episodes also watched already, all the naruto episodes already. Still cant go out, still stuck at home, no shows on tv, sick of piano, just woke up so cant go back to sleep, wtf?? nothing to do at all, the day right after graduation and I'm already feeling bored, now got 3 months of holiday nothing to do =.= right in front of me, 3 more months, and kay rui will be gone on monday :( gonna be very boring here without him. I'll buy him an air ticket back from australia^^ =.=
WAD EXACTLY DO I DO NOW?!?!?!?! Play hide and seek with myself or something?!?! Go jogging? lazy.. especially since its a saturday, hate weekends, always cant go out wan, wasting away time at home. Play Badminton? with who?myself? Basketball?court is too far away + no one to play with, saddening.
..wad kinda holiday is this? I'd rather have a normal day at sch =.= I'll restore my iphone just for the fun of it, then jailbreak it again=.= meanwhile, I'll sing songs
Somewhere out there, beneath the pale blue sky...
STILL BORED!
Being bored has finally become apart of me.
It's my middle name now, see : Justin Bored Lee.
WAD THE HECK DO I DO NOW!??! EVEN MY IPHONE HAS BEEN RESTORED!!! You got to be kidding me, freaking holidays and I'm stuck doing nuts!Great =.= now the stupid phone is backing up 238 songs =.= 238 SONGS! GONNA TAKE FOREVER! Haven even jailbreak yet. This was a mistake =.= just adding stress on to stress. lol, never knew someone could get stressed doing nothing.
My House Is In A Mess Full-Stop. Maybe I should clean it up asa passtime **** no way =.= Today you shall witness the longest blog post in history, cause I'm freaking bored.
Oh look! It's Eyore
=.= how do you even spell the Donkey's name
T.T I've never been so bored in my life
HEHLPLLP
I'll go on Msn and see if there's anybody I can pester for once^^!
man how sad can this get. only 2 ppl online???._. T.T!!
I've even rejailbroken my phone.
I think I'll organise an outing^^! who to invite? Kay Rui no doubt, how also dno, today cant go out, tmr sure cant go out, monday he go off already. ****! parents forever dont let me go out now what? =.= cant even see him off on monday cause of work attachment. All the ****ing things all in the wrong ****ing place. couldnt be more frustrated.
crap lost mood to blog. whatever.

Wonderful day.
Can't say that it was completely wonderful, because I was really pissed off in the morning, but still, :)
Bowled 3 games in the morning, 1st game I got like 2 strikes on my own:) then Ian wanted to bowl a little, so he bowled once and got a strike o.o! Lol, so I ended up getting something like 120 as a score:) could have got even better though, I had quite a lousy score after Ian helped me get a strike, 6 I think, so:( second game onwards cannot already:( got something as bad as like 58, then gave up for a while. Then after that i saw Teck wee curving the ball. So I dedicated another game to try and learn that, got the hang of it very slightly, not easy though, and the score was like T.T I think was like 28 or 21 I can't rmbT.T sad. Was fun though:)
After that Jia Qing was like "let's go Far East Plaza buy prom stuff!" so everybody agreed, ten instead of going far east plaza, go ion orchard-.- I was like ****! Jia Qing was trying to comfort me, so he said ":) nvm wan la^^! the stuff there can be quote cheap too! What's your budget?" I told him, 50 or less for a shirt, a pair of long pants, and blazer each. He was like " Oh! There Zara sure got wan la! Let's go let's go!^^" next thing I knew I was staring at a 100 over dollar price tag in Zara. Wonderful. Long story cut short, didn't buy anything. Jordan found something damn nice, suited him so well! I think Cherie's gonna marry him on the spot! Hehe!
Just reached home, 830, still kinda early. Oh wells!:) gotta buy food for family! See ya!

I'm trying! But I must do better than try. If I were to speak honestly, I say a majority of what just happened really does not make any sense at all. But I know it does, I know it must, so why is something inside stubbornly refusing to get linked with it? I need to link with it. I want to link with it. Why? Show me and tell me, guide me. Argh! What's going on?! It occurs to me as nonsense! That is just not right! Please! Stir in me your wisdom and show me! How do I make logic and religion link?! Faith! It is the true answer! Why can't I draw on it? Because I don't want to? No! Then why?! Because where is the logic?!why must it be blind faith?! Please show me the way. Lord god!

Mdm yeo now tells me she disagrees. Sigh. Looks like it most likely won't make it after all..
Shyt la. Whatever. See how it Coles along on Monday.

Finally the damn holiday starts to begin, at least it starts unofficially now. Although, I'm beginning to feel kinda worried about physics mcq. And not mugging doesn't feel too right. Now at mountbatten mrt on the way home. I suppose I don't really want Os to end. ... Sigh..

I think I'm finally through this bullshit. Dumb games anyway, now I'm sick of it.
Sigh. A mountain of things sitting patiently at home just waiting for me to clear them. Better get back to Mark in time too before he grills me. Lol, hope he doesn't see this.
By the way. The answer is in this, though I doubt only you'll figure, don't leave a tag, thanks. 9 at 2, 5 to 7, 8 but 4, and then when u get a fire represent eternity. -.- I could give u better riddles u know-.- lol next time you'll solve one. ;)

Haha! I finished ss today!:D first time in forever. But-.- there's always a but in these kinda sentences, I answered 13m not very too the point, which makes me^^ wonder, so what's the point of getting the paper done if it's been done wrongly?-.-
Went to teacher joyce's place today, and met melissa, as usual. Then suddenly got all sorts of commotion outside, and we see some guy from civil defense running around preparing a harness around himself and running off. We were like o.o. Then it was some worker who was painting the blocks. Apparently he didn't tie the gandola tight enough and the entire thing fell halfway, so he was stuck halfway up. Oh wells. So they prepared the ladder from the fire engine, got him down, scaled down the wall and so on. Must have been some exciting for the guy-.- at least no one was hurt. Sometimes it's best not to worry until you know what's the actual situation. Oh wells:)
Now on the way to tampines to collect something for someone:) so much for Os-.- it's more or less over for ppl, but I don't think I cam afford to slack off so much yet. When I'm getting back I'll mug Chinese again. And then there's Chinese tuition tmr again of course.

I wider if I'm really worried about Os suddenly. Watched A-team with my dad till 1 last night. Then today spent at least an hour plus watching Naruto. I don't recall it being like this before psle.. Durin psle I was forced to work like 6 hours no break, then half an hour break, then work all the way till 10 before going off to bed. And I started studying like 3 months before Os. Now I start 3 weeks before and I'm not stressed.. I got a feelin I might get an A2 for chemistry bio and physics because I made so many careless mistakes and left 1 page blank cause I didn't have time to think through it before I had to put the pen down. Emaths I wonder if I can get A1 also.. All the papers probably hard to gt A1 only because of careless mistakes. The paper I think I feel most confident getting A1 should be bio and amath. Apart from those all the rest.. Pfft. Oh wells. It's over. Once Os is over I'm not going to even think about what the marks are anymore. Whatever's done would be done, so theres no point thinking about it anyway:) just gonna live life to it's best. Lol. Come to think of it, I have been playing piano more these past few days.. At night especially. Must stop doing that at least till Wednesday is over. The worst papers will last till then. After which still can't slack. Must punch all the way through before letting go completely at the end of this.

Resume. Smile. Look. Endless power, all not within, but from above. Encase yourself in it. The new revolution. God's grace.

As of now, I'm dedicating this songs to all the cute little flies in my toilet.
It's called "No reason"

I'm not a perfect person~,
there's many things I wished I didn't do.
But I can tell you one thing~
I really meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before you go~
That I just want you to know

I don't like you flying in my toilet~
I hate it when you stand on my walls~
I dislike it when you sit on my towel
So please just go somewhere else~

I'm not sorry that I killed you~
I really meant to hit you with a slipper
But I continue learning~
cause I see you have six babies a day
-.- And I don't like them even though they're cute.
I think I'll stop here, this is stupid-.- get out of my toilet you ****ing flies