BREAKTHROUGH

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Why do you believe: because of things that have happened around you that you cannot explain, because situations make different people, and that the same words can mean a lot more to people in certain situations.

The meaning of life:

To find out how to determine our afterlife. What is the criteria that distinguishes people that go to heaven and hell? I know that: based on my religion, believing in Christ and confessing my sins to cleanse me and therefore acceptable to god to go to heaven.

To experience how Christ can create miracles in your life, to grow, to share.

This does not mean to not do well in life, it simply means that no matter what you do, it should be Good, and you should think about these and ponder over it for a better solution, unless this is the only solution.

Do you think the reason why we're on Earth, is because God gave us time for us to discover, that we have to find out who he is, what he's done, and what you have to do so that you can go meet him? I wouldnt think it illogical that way, right? 70 years to find out that we have to find out how to go meet him, it's like a test, is it not?

We've always had to ask what the reason to life was? What if it was all to discover how to correctly find our afterlife, that may last even longer than our current life.


Different Topic:

What to be: Technology

Food for thought:
To convert one substance into another to cater for people without reducing resources.
To make all resources able to be recycled.


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Ya can ignore the above. I just wanted to make a record so that if I ever needed it I can find it here ;)

Brian came over today and we had a very interesting discussion. Weird, I know, but it was actually very entertaining. We had it for 2.5 hours lol. And it has brought me a lot of questions about my religion, my aims and concerns, and I have found reasonable ideas that will contribute in mitigating those problems. The reflection I did and person I've asked have brought me answers as to why I believe in my religion -- an answer people all strive to find but yet never seem to see it. I've found a satisfactory answer as to why I should believe in what I believe in, and I think that should never ever change, or at least until I've found a more satisfying answer. And how about, finding a possible answer as to why all of us are on Earth? It's like sudden realisation that it might be a possibility. My whole world is potentially changed. But anw.

To think this "pointless" debate actually brought so much inspiration and so many answers by reflecting and finding solutions to problems I could not solve. This MUST happen more often.

Anw, Brian screwed my mind over with all the "everything you see may not be real, it may be real to you now because everything is a figment of your imagination. How can I prove that you truly exist right now? How do I know this is not a game where we are the chess pieces, or a dream where you are not who you really are." Lucy Logic x 10^10000... But true. ABSOLUTELY LOST alr.

GOODNIGHT.

Ever imagined you in your casual comfort car, in the middle of an open field, windows down, breeze from all directions, music playing, 3 or 4 people around you listening with you and talking to you about random things every once in awhile while you read a book and enjoy the music?

TODAY WAS THIS DAY LOL.

My car in the middle of an open field, with music playing, whilst talking to ARMY people and reading a book.

Wa.

The first time I felt so comfortable doing a safety cover for other people. Cos they were so nice, they let me blast music and even talk to me abt normal life stuff. As if Im not in army, felt like I went hanging with friends lol.

ANYWAY, there's always something black with something white.

Last night I set my alarm at 530am this morning, and made a mental note: Tmr morning, alarm ring, wake up, if dont wake up -> Late for army -> die x 100000000000000 + 1.

This morning: Aiya alarm only. Just put finger on fingerprint scanner for iphone 5s, nvm wan, alarm will go off, can go back to slp NO PROBLEM DE NOTHING WILL HAPPEN I WONT GET SCREWED by anybody wan, except THE FSM, THE COYLINE, THE MTLINE, THE SGTS, nvm wannn just go back slp.
Next thing I know 7am alr. Jump out of bed so violently I woke up the guy next to me "late alr die alr late alr die alr", then they guy like "huh?"
By the time he huh I gone alr. CHIONG downstairs start engine DRIVE there pretend like I not late liddat. "I thought you indent me at 7am??" :OOOOO Liddat. No problem already lor ^^ LOL. Feel so bad for lying, even though no one caught me at it lol. Going to do some reflections, and probably confessions. I am a Christian after all, cant let it slide.

MY MASTERPLAIN IS WORKING MUAAHAHAHAH. I just have to endure the next 1 week plus, then Im on my way to my masterplan heheh! Sounds like Doctor Willy. Or maybe not, but who cares, MY PLAN IS WORKING.

Starting 5th Sep MY HOLIDAY STARTS WHOOHOO! CANT WAIT I SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN. But first, the torture continues Part III: The Greenery Attacks

Im being so lame right now I cant even feel my legs.

You know what this means? TIME TO OWN A GAME OF DOTA. And then find a cheapskate guitar which hopefully jordan can help me get, hahah.

Can SOMEBODY tell me, WHYyy are there so many chiobus everywhere but none of them belong to me, HAISSSSSSS SIGH

Sad already.

Anyway, treated Kay Rui to a buffet dinner with Jordan and Chuw Teck.

Watched Lucy. The show was like, 1 + 1 =/= 2 MINDBLOWNNN

Found out my favorite Magician shop is GONE so sad hais.

See so many chiobu everywhere until my head big alr, need counseling alr.

Bought a bottle of whiskey a week ago to try to get used to the taste of alcohol, but I havent opened it yet.

Tmr must go back tekong. ON A DAMNED SUNDAY for crying out loud. Maybe need cry louder for them to hear. Unbelievable.

I hereby declare fri 22nd Aug DEPRESSION DAY.

Lol.

I play 1 week of dota lose 2 games. Ytd lose 4 games consecutively SO SAD. nvm

Ytd I thought I was done discussing how btp can be handled. But dno how on earth when I arrived home they text me say give to me LOL. SO SAD x2 and that had to be after the 3rd consecutive loss. I think alr gone into depression lol. (BTP = 6am to midnight for 3 days sit there do nothing)

Coupled with the migraine. Absolute SADNESS.

1 game of dota. Then go see kay rui for his bday later. ciao!

Back from the Other World!! By which I mean Tekong of course.

Going to suntec today in the evening even though I feel like staying at home, but I haven met Reena for quite a while so I thought I'd just go see her booth since it's there.

NOW FOR THE IMPORTATNT PARTTT, eheh Im finding people to go with me but no one seems interested T.T sooo depressing. Im going to de-press some people soon.

Dota's loading now so I thought I'd blog for a bit.

Top in the world in Quizup for dota. 2nd top in the world for Naruto. Top in Singapore for Vampire Diaries, and Top in Singapore for Arrow. Hais. Need to spend my time doing something else hahah.

Just won a game in 30mins hehe. Owned.

Damnnnn, at this rate Im running out of things that do NOT remind me of other people when I see them, got TO STOP.

Gonna watch Hunter x Hunter now. Haha, winning so many games in a row these days^^

It makes me feel so alive.

Exaggerating much? Nope. I dont know why. But anyway, last night was good. Enjoyed it.

If only we could do that more often. Life's worth living.

But anyway, just won a dota hahah. Haven lost a single game today, despite texting and playing at the same time and typing my blog now lol.

Siannssss. If only tonight were ytd night. If only every night was yesterday night. Life's worth living.

Well, today, was an AWESOME day. Afternoon was so nice hahah. But anw I'll start from morning.

Met chuw at like 920 this morning at klp to bowl, I was sooo close to beating my highscore but then I didnt get it, wa sian, uber overwhelming sense of distraught. 132, another 13 more reach high score le. The last 2 games were depressing, got like 70-80+, damn sian. Chuw got like 160 I was like O.O --> WA SIAN T.T WHY & HOW!?

Anw, Chuw teck has to go back to camp at like 3+ so I grabbed a quick tom yam cup noodle and we left.

Went straight to Tampines mall to find a cheap guitar, but as usual, the remaining stock was quite damaged, so I didnt get one =(

Waited and played Quizup based on Naruto and leveled about 20 levels today, and then Mel reached and we started going around, was really fun, hahah, quite a relaxing comfortable day. Was quite fun too hehe, but I shan't write out the details here! So ya.

I really wished that it'd work out eventually, but thinking too much will hurt my brain, so instead I'll let nature take it's course for me, by which I mean Imma play DOTA now hehe!

Day off is coming to an end =(( at least it was a good day yeah? hahah.